Memâs voice behind them held a note of concern.
Hope paused and looked over her shoulders. â Ne , Mem. Please stay. Please enjoy yourself.â
Mem nodded, but she didnât seem happy. They continued on, Grace leading the way, motioning people to give them room. Before them the crowd moved to both sides, just like the parting of the Red Sea.
When they were nearly out of the park, a hand touched her arm. Hope paused and glanced over her shoulder to see the young girl.
Emmaâs lower lip quivered. âDat telled me to say that Iâm sorry. I didnât mean to cause so much trouble.â
Hope leaned down so her face was close to the girlâs. âI know you didnât mean to, but please be careful from now on. I donât want to see you hurt.â
Emma nodded, and then gave Hope a quick squeeze, which was gladly accepted.
âDat also said we can stop by later to see if you are all right.â
Even though she did not look back, Hope could feel Jonasâs presence behind her. âWell, please tell your dat that isnât necessary. I am fine.â
Emma jutted out her chin. Determination narrowed her gaze. âBut I caused trouble. I need to make sure⦠â
Hope sighed. How could she make the girl understand? The real trouble was the way Emmaâs dat had looked at herâin a wayno married man should. That wasnât anything she wanted to be a part of.
âIâm sure Iâll see you around town. Maybe weâll run into each other at the pie shop. I can show you the new flowers I planted. Will that work?â
Emma nodded, but her lips curled downward in a frown. She clung to Hopeâs arm as if Hope was her mother and she didnât want to let go. Compassion filled Hopeâs heart. Poor thing, she must not get much attention from her parents.
Hope supposed not every young girl had what she had growing upâlots of love, lots of attention. Hope made a mental note to offer the young girl all the attention and affection that she could⦠just as long as her father wasnât around. The type of look heâd given her would not get past her mem , Regina, or any of the other women. And then theyâd try to solve the problem by finding Hope a suitable husband.
The whole community prying into the matters of her heart was the last thing she wanted. Hope was someone who wanted to be left alone in the quiet of a garden. Someone who would rather be hidden than seen. Someone who felt perfectly happy with her own thoughts, her own plans.
Hope walked home with determined steps, happy to never talk to Jonas Sutter again.
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Sunshine Pie
A pound of patience you must find
Mixed well with loving words, so kind
Drop in two pounds of helpful deeds
and thought of other peopleâs needs
A pack of smiles, to make the crust
then stir and bake it well you must,
And now, I ask you must try,
the recipe of this Sunshine Pie. *
* âSunshine Pie.â California Cultivator and Livestock and Dairy Journal 20 (January 16, 1903):45.
Chapter Three
There are three kinds of people: those who make things happen, those who watch things happen, and those who have no idea what happened.
A MISH P ROVERB
H ope sat down at the small desk in the bedroom that she shared with Lovina. Even though it was after six, the sun had not yet set. It just didnât seem right, and the day didnât feel like New Yearâs Day. Yes, theyâd served sausage and sauerkraut at the parkâthe traditional New Yearâs meal among the Amishâbut the day itself was all wrong. If she were in Walnut Creek right now there would be a fire in the woodstove. She and her sisters might be playing Chinese checkersâa favorite game since their childhood. Dat would be done with the chores in the barn, and thereâd be the sound of buggy wheels traveling down the road in front of their houseâevidence of young men going to call on their