talking around me, and trying to think of the right things to say.
âWell, my parents definitely wonât be missing me,â Emily said, bringing me back to the present, and then she craned her neck to see what was happening at the counter where the food was being served. âWhen do you think we can get pudding?â
An older girl from the table behind must have heard her. âYou can help yourself whenever youâre ready. The puddings are over there, see.â
Emily thanked her and got up with her plate. âDadâll be getting the cows in so Mum can start on the milking right now. They will have forgotten all about little me!â She laughed and I envied her again for taking everything so casually.
âMy parents will probably be watching telly with my brother and sister,â said Izzy. She sighed. âI expect theyâre feeling a bit funny without me there.â
âWell, my mum will be giving the babies a bath or something,â said Sasha, rolling her eyes.
âBabies? Are they twins?â asked Izzy.
Sasha nodded. âAnd Dad will be on his computer, working away. He doesnât stop working ever. Not even on Sundays.â
âWhatâs his job?â asked Bryony.
âHeâs a company director.â
âOh, snap! My mumâs a company director!â said Bryony.
Then a girl from the next table, who must have been tuning into our conversation, suddenly said, âBoth my parents are company directors, actually!â She was looking at Bryony as if to say, So whatâs the big deal? And I didnât like the way sheâd spoken in a kind of posh drawl, her eyes all cold and clever.
My heart started hammering. Any second now someone would ask about my parentsâ jobs, and how could I admit that Dadâs a painter and decorator and Mum works in a supermarket? I looked at Antonia to see if sheâd been following the conversation. It would be great if someone thought to ask about her family before they asked about mine. It might turn out that her parents had got such interesting jobs that we wouldnât ever get round to finding out about what my mum and dad did. Or maybe Antonia would have trouble explaining because of her English not being fluent, and weâd take so long trying to understand what she meant that Iâd be completely forgotten. I ought to quickly ask her myself, but then if I did that, she might give a one-word answer and ask me straight back.
Quick, change the conversation, Nicole.
But I was too late. Izzy had turned to me.
âWhat do your parents do, Nicole?â
The girl on the next table had fixed me with her cold gaze. I wished sheâd go back to talking to the people on her own table.
âDadâs aâ¦â I canât say decoratorâ¦I just canât say it. Everyone will stare at me. The nasty girl will snigger. ââ¦a painter.â
It wasnât a lie exactly, but Iâd deliberately given completely the wrong impression. I hadnât explained to them that it wasnât pictures he painted, but houses.
âMy auntie loves to paint too,â said Izzy. âSheâs really arty!â
âCan you pass the water, please, Suki?â
And with that, thank goodness, the girl turned back to her own table and picked up the water jug. So now I knew two things for sure â one, that she was called Suki, and two, that I really didnât like her.
âWhâ¦what do your parents do?â I asked Antonia a bit shakily, to get the attention away from myself. âFor their work?â I quickly added, to help her understand.
âPapa has a ristorante ,â she answered. âA restaurant,â she quickly corrected herself. âWe eat good food.â
There was an awkward silence. It sounded as though Antonia was saying that the Silver Spires food wasnât good. Sheâd certainly left quite a lot on her plate, as though she hadnât really