up. He scuttled away and quickly came out of the gate on to the road.
3.
Fatehchand did not go to office the next day. What could he have gone for? Saheb had not even told him the name of the file he wanted. Perhaps he had forgotten it in his drunken state. He set off to his house with slow stepsâas if the insult had put chains on his feet. Agreed, when compared to Saheb he was weaker physically. Besides, he had nothing in his hands then with which he could have defended himself. But he could have answered back! After all, he did have shoes on his feet. Could he not have flung them at him? Perhaps he would have been awarded simple imprisonment for one or two months. Perhaps he would have had to pay a fine of two to four hundred rupees. But his family would have been ruined. Who in the whole world would look after his wife and children? If he had enough money to look after his family he would not have tolerated such an insult.
Fatehchand rued his physical weakness as never before. Had he paid attention to his health, had he been exercising, had he known how to wield a stick, the devil would not have dared to pull his ears. He would have kicked him back. He should have at least carried a knife. He could have slapped him a few times. He should have worried about jail and other complications later.
The more he went ahead, the more he fumed at his own cowardice. What worse could have happened to him if he had slapped the Saheb? Perhaps Saheb's cooks and bearers would have jumped on him and given him a beating. At least it would have been clear to Saheb that he could not insult an innocent man without reason. After all, if he was to die today, there would be no one to look after his children. If he died tomorrow, they would face the same fate, so why not today?
The thought filled his heart with fervour. He retraced his steps, determined to avenge his humiliation. At the same time he thoughtâafter all, whatever had to happen had happened. Who knew if Saheb was still in the bungalow or had left for the Club? At that moment, he felt overcome with the thought of Sharda's helplessness. The image of his children becoming fatherless deterred him. He turned back and headed for home.
4.
As soon as he got home, Sharda asked â 'Why had he called you? Why did you talk so long?'
Fatehchand lay down on his charpoy and replied â 'He was drunk. The devil abused me and insulted me. He kept on repeatedly asking me why I had taken so long? The rascal ordered the peon to catch hold of my ears.'
Sharda spoke angrily â 'Why did you not give the swine a shoe-beating?'
'The peon was very decent. He spoke outâ Sir, I cannot do this. I have not taken up the job to insult good people. He saluted him and walked away.'
'That was very brave of him. Why did you not take the Saheb to task?'
'Of course I did,' replied Fatehchand. 'He got his stick â I took off my shoes. He hit me with his stick. I hit back with my shoes.'
'Well done! You put him in his place.'
'He was stunned.'
'You did well. You should have given him a sound thrashing. If I had been in your place, I would have killed him.'
'I beat him; now I will have to pay the price. Let's see what happens. My job, ofcourse, will go. Perhaps I'll have to go to prison too.'
'Why should you go to prison? Is there no justice? Why did he abuse you? Why did he beat you with a stick?'
'Who will listen to me when he speaks? Even the court will side with him.'
'Let it happen. But you'll see. You'll see, after this, no Saheb will dare to abuse any Clerk. You should have hit him the moment he opened his mouth.'
'He would have certainly shot me dead.'
'We would have taken care of that.'
'How? What would have become of all of you?'
'Whatever God would have willed. Honour is man's greatest possession. It is stupid to raise your family at the cost of self-respect. At least you have come back after beating up that devil. I am proud of you. Had you come back after being