would be a marriage of convenience, that she wouldnât make unwanted emotional demands, that she was prepared to let him go his own way as long as she could similarly go hers. All lies, of course, but she had to be hardheaded; this was Luc she was dealing withâwithout those lies, she could see no chance of getting his ring on her finger, and that had to be her first goal.
A goal sheâd almost realized. Outside her window, the world was stirring. Her heart light, buoyed by a feeling of rightness, of satisfaction and triumph, she closed her eyes. And tried to rein in her joy. Gaining Lucâs agreement to their wedding was not an end, but a beginning, the first active step in her long-range plan. Her plan to translate her most precious dream into reality.
She was one stepâone big stepâcloser to her ultimate goal.
Five hours later, Luc opened his eyes, and remembered with startling clarity all that had happened in his front hall. Up to the point of that unwise bow; after that, he recalled very little. He frowned, struggling to pierce the fog shrouding those latter momentsâout of the mists, he retained a definite impression of Amelia, warm, soft, and undeniably female, tucked against his side. He could remember the pressure of her hands on his chest . . .
He realized he was naked under his sheets.
His imagination reared, poised to run riotâa quiet tap distracted him. The door eased open. Cottsloe peeked in.
Luc beckoned, waited only until Cottsloe closed the door to tersely inquire, âWho put me to bed?â
âI did, my lord.â Cottsloe clasped his hands; his eyes were wary. âIf you remember . . .â
âI remember Amelia Cynster was here.â
âIndeed, my lord.â Cottsloe looked relieved. âMiss Amelia helped get you upstairs, then she left. Do you wish for anything at this time?â
His relief was greater than Cottsloeâs. âJust my washing water. Iâll be down to breakfast shortly. What time is it?â
âTen oâclock, my lord.â Crossing to the window, Cottsloe drew back the curtains. âMiss Ffolliot has arrived and is breakfasting with Miss Emily and Miss Anne. Her ladyship has yet to come down.â
âVery good.â Luc relaxed, smiled. âIâve some good news, Cottsloe, which, needless to say, must go no further than you and Mrs. Higgs, if you would be so good as to pass the word to her.â
Cottsloeâs face, until then set in typical butler imperturbabilty, eased. âHer ladyship did whisper that thereâd been some encouraging developments.â
âEncouraging indeedâthe familyâs afloat again. Weâre no longer run aground, and even more than thatâfinancially, weâre once again precisely where we should be, where weâve pretended to be all these years.â Luc met Cottsloeâs steady brown eyes. âWeâre no longer living a lie.â
Cottsloe beamed. âWell done, my lord! I take it one of your investment ventures was successful?â
â Extravagantly successful. Even old Child was bowled over by how successful. That was the note I got yesterday evening. I couldnât speak to you then, but I wanted to tell both you and Mrs. Higgs that Iâll make out drafts to you both for all your back wages this morning. Without your unfailing support, weâd never have weathered the last eight years.â
Cottsloe blushed and looked conscious. âMy lord, neither Mrs. Higgs nor I is in any hurry over the moneyââ
âNoâyouâve been more than patient.â Luc smiled disarmingly. âItâll give me great pleasure, Cottsloe, to at last be able to pay both of you as you deserve.â
Phrased in that way, Cottsloe could do nothing but blush again and acquiesce to his wishes.
âIf you would both come to the study at twelve, Iâll have the drafts waiting.â
Cottsloe bowed.