her mind. âYou will need my address.â
She strolled back into the sunlit garden feeling undeniably pleased with herself. From the ease and affluence of her life here with Pa, she was going to do something positive, to help people who needed help, to make a difference. It was right and proper and she was buoyed up with the satisfaction of it.
âThere you are, Pa,â she said when she reached his chair. âIâm going to do something useful with my life.â
âWhich of course youâve never done up to now,â her father laughed. âWhat particular good work is it this time?â
She sat down beside him and gave him a smile. âTaking some of the wind out of Hitlerâs obnoxious sails,â she said. âYou remember what Mr Dimond was saying at the dinner party, about the committee â the people who are trying to evacuate the Jews from Germany â well, he put me on to the secretary and sheâs just rung and asked me if I will take some of her refugees in, and Iâve said yes.â
âHow many?â Emmeline said, and her voice was ominous.
Octavia was too caught up in happy altruism to notice. âTwo, three, four, it depends,â she said.
âAnd how long would we have to have them?â
âTwo or three days,â Octavia said. âUntil theyâve foundsomewhere permanent for them to go to. Not long.â
âSo when are all these people coming?â Emmeline asked, and this time the tone of her voice was unmistakable.
âWell, actually, itâs next Tuesday,â Octavia admitted, and now she was worried because her cousin looked cross. âBut that shouldnât be a problem, should it? I mean weâve got the room and the beds. It will only be a matter of making them up.â
Emmeline shuddered. âOnly!â she cried. âOnly! Oh, Tavy, for heavenâs sake! You double the number of people in the house and you tell me itâll only be a matter of making up a few beds. Have you any idea how much work this will make? Theyâll need feeding and looking after and sheets washing â you think what itâll be like if the children wet the bed and ten to one they will â and dirty clothes every five minutes and dirty nappies I shouldnât wonder, and double the shopping every day â and I have quite enough shopping to do without that â and clearing up after them and I donât know what all. I canât do it, Tavy. Itâs too much.â
Octavia tried to reassure her, âWeâll help you, Emâ¦â but her words were waved away as if they were flies.
âOh, donât talk such rubbish , Tavy. You wonât help me. You wonât be here. Youâll be at school all day and Johnnieâll be at work and you canât ask Uncle to make beds and fetch and carry â not at his age. And donât say youâll help when youâre at home. Thatâs no earthly good at all. The workâs all been done by the time you get back.â
âThereâs Mrs Benson,â Octavia pointed out.
But that only provoked a snort. âMrs Benson,â Emmeline said sternly, âonly comes in twice a week for two hours. Sheâs a help, Iâll grant you that, but four hours will be a drop in the ocean if weâre going to have the place crawling with foreigners.Oh no, I shall bear the brunt of it. Thatâs who itâll be. Me. On my own. And Iâve got enough on my plate without taking on a lot of refugees. Why canât they stay where they are?â She was hot with distress, her cheeks flushed and her untidy grey hair escaping from its pins.
âBecause theyâll get sent to a concentration camp if they do,â Octavia said. âCome on, Em, we canât have that.â
Emmeline was truculent. âI donât see why not.â She was very near tears and she knew she was being unreasonable but, really, this was all too