and she began striding toward it, but I blocked her path. âHey!â I said, trying on a broad smile. âHow are you? Did Pallavi get to school okay? Iâm sorry she was so cranky on your morning. What do you think was bothering her?â
Priyanka wrinkled her nose, adjusting her glasses. âWhatâs going on?â
I blinked. âWith me? Nothing. Well, my backpack is kindof heavy, butââ
She rolled her eyes. âWhat do you want, Sachi?â
My heart sank. âWhat makes you think I want something?â In the old days, Priyanka and I always talked about our little sister. In fact, last year at this time, we were dropping her off at school together. But ever since the winter, Priyanka had gone from doing everything with me to criticizing everything I did. I had no idea what I had done to deserve it or how to make things right. Now, as she stood in front of me with her arms folded, her long braid flopping over her shoulder like the tail of an agitated raccoon, I thought,
She probably wonât listen, but I have to try.
âOkay,â I said, taking a deep breath, âyou know how I wanted to be in the after-school Video class?â
She shifted her jaw to the side. âYes?â
âSo I sort of . . . got in. Andââ
âWhat?â She spoke with such force that the koala bear hanging from her backpack jumped on the end of its key chain. âWhat did you do, you forged the signature?â
I looked at the koalaâs matted fur, feeling like I was dangling from a chain myself. âMaybe.â
As two girls walked by, one pointed at the koala, and the other one giggled. I felt my face grow hot.
âMa and Papa are going to kill you,â Priyanka declared.âDo you really think theyâre not going to find out? What do you think will happen when your class takes the practice test? Theyâll know you havenât been studying.â
I cringed. Priyanka had gotten to the second part of my plan sooner than I had wanted her to. âWell,â I said, âI was hoping you could lend me your books from last year.â
She stared at me. âAre you crazy? Iâm not helping you with this.â
âPlease?â I begged. âIâll make sure they donât find out.â
âI canât even believe weâre having this conversation,â she said. âWhy do you need to take Video
now
? Just do it next year, when youâve already gotten into high school.â
Would she understand my reasons if I explained them? I had to try. âDo you remember the video in last yearâs Arts Assembly?â I asked. âWhere they talked about the different nationalities at school like we were countries on the news? You know, when the white girl asked the Muslim girl in the head scarf for the ketchup, and the voice-over said, âAmerica recognized Pakistan todayâ?â
I thought it would make her smileâI knew sheâd liked the video tooâbut she folded her arms. âYou think because those two boys made a video and got into Stuyvesant, you will too?â she asked. âYou know that itâs just based on test scores, right?â
âYes,â I said impatiently. âI know how it works.â How could I not, with my parents quoting from the
New York City Specialized High School Handbook
every evening? âI just meantâthat video was so cool, and I want to make one like it. Not exactly like it, thoughâmore like a sequel. If I wait until next year, people wonât even remember the first one.â
âSo?â said Priyanka. âWhatâs worseâpeople not remembering last yearâs video, or being the only cousin who didnât get into Stuyvesant? I mean, if
I
get in.â Her tone showed that she thought she would.
âI know it doesnât seem like a big deal, but . . .â I didnât think I could tell her the other reason I had to take