turning to face his audience. âWe take it.â
5
S arah couldnât believe what she was hearing. Was Mike really standing up there telling everyone they were going to storm an effing castle? Had they all lost their minds? She looked around the dining hall to see the laughter and the excitement spread from person to person. Almost everyone there had a child or baby on their laps. It was insane to think any of them were going anywhereâlet alone to attack some castle!
âItâs exciting, is it not, Sarah?â Nuala said as she led her boys past. âLiving in a castle?â She shifted her newborn in her arms. It was hard to imagine how difficult life was for Nualaâthree children and no husband. And yet, her eyes sparkled with excitement.
Madness .
Mike sat down and two of the nuns appeared on either side of him to serve him his breakfast.
He already looks like the lord of the manor , Sarah thought. Throw in a jester and a knight or two, and heâs done. There were enough people crowding around Mike as he ate that Sarah knew sheâd have to wait to finish her discussion with him.
They were not leaving . Or at least Sarah was not leaving and she couldnât imagine Mike would leave without her. Would he?
Things had been tense between them all summer. Ever since the baby was born. Mike had spent more and more time with the menâwhich was unusual. She tried to imagine the last time theyâd had an intimate exchange and it surprised her that she couldnât remember.
It was true sheâd been busy most of the summer getting John ready to go in the fall, and then helping the nuns with the harvesting, the weaving, the baking. With so many more people to care for, it had been a lot of extra work. And of course, there was Siobhan. She wasnât an easy baby.
Not at all like John had been.
Sarah felt a splinter of unease invade her gut and she forced thoughts of her son away. It doesnât help.
Sophia and Siobhan left the hall with another of the young mothers. Fiona joined them, Declan shuffling silently behind her like a recalcitrant teenager. Poor Declan. Heâd been such a force before the accident. Sarah felt a flush of guilt for only thinking of herself when Fiona and Declan had so much more ongoing daily pain.
One of the young women whoâd come with Fiona from the rape camp sat down next to Sarah. Jenny had not been impregnatedâalthough not for lack of trying on the bastards whose job it was to get her with childâand now she was waiting to be returned home.
âHow are you, Jenny?â Sarah asked, her eyes still on Mike as he spoke with his men and some of the women.
âIâm grand, so I am,â Jenny said. âJust waiting for Regan and Jaz to get back, ye ken?â
Jaz and Regan had decided to bring the kidnapped women from the rape camp back homeâthose that wanted to go. Two women whoâd delivered their babies earlier in the summer had opted to stay with Mike and Sarahâs group but most of the others were anxious to go home. Jaz and Regan left with a young woman the same day John went to the UK. The same day the second EMP went off. They were traveling by pony cart so the EMP shouldnât affect their journey. At least Sarah prayed not.
âAre you next on the list?â Sarah asked.
Jenny nodded. âI havenât seen me mum in two years. She probably thinks Iâm dead.â
âWhat a happy day that will be for both of you. Your reunion.â
âOh, aye,â Jenny said with a frown. âOnly I was wonderingâ¦since I never got preggers, do ye think I should tell her the truth of it? Me mum, I mean.â
âYou mean about theâ¦forcedâ¦â
âThe rapes, aye,â Jenny said. âItâll upset her something brutal.â
âI imagine it would.â Only I cannot imagine . I donât want to imagine.
An image of little Siobhan flashed into Sarahâs