class.
It was pouring outside. The hallways were so crowded that I had to elbow my way through. When I finally got close to my locker, I found drug-dealer Brad and a group of his friends in my way. I tried to skirt around them, but no luck.
âSped alert,â I heard one of them say.
âHey, itâs Caz, right?â
I looked up, surprised to see Brad speaking to me.
âWant to go out with me some time?â
It wasnât like I was going to say yes. Not even if the universe was about to end and Brad and I were the only hope for the survival of the species. But when a guy like Brad suddenly asks you out, your jaw automatically drops. Then the entire circle of guys erupted in laughter.
âGo out with a sped! Nice one, Brad!â They were slapping him on the shoulder as if he were a stand-up comedian. Feeling myface turn more and more red, I backed away through the crowd and headed for the girlsâ washroom.
Amanda found me just as I got there. I swiped the tears from the edges of my eyes, not wanting to explain what happened. She didnât notice. Instead, she pulled me into the bathroom with her as the bell rang.
âHey, Hazard, come and hang out with me,â she whispered. âI canât stand the thought of going to math today. If that guy makes me do ratios one more time, Iâm going to dip myself in oil and light a match. Really. Iâm going to wrap myself in foil and throw myself into a deep freeze. Iâll takeâ¦â
âOkay, okay. I get it,â I stopped her, laughing. âIâm not exactly in the learning mood either.â
I sat at one end of the bathroom counter while Amanda perched on the other. She tugged off one sock and balanced her foot on the edge of a sink, pulling nail polish from her purse.
âWhat do they do when you skip out?â I asked her.
âWho?â
âThe school. Do they send notes home or something?â
Amanda shrugged. âIf they do, they probably send them to the wrong address. I changed foster homes twice this summer.â
âYouâre in foster care?â
âDonât look so shocked. Iâm not the only one. Even Dodie Doorknobâs a foster.â
My eyes widened. âWhy?â
âHer momâs psychotic or something. Arenât they all?â
Thinking of my momâs behavior lately, I was inclined to agree.
Amanda launched into stories about her new foster sister, who kept sneaking out of the house at night. After a while I tuned out. I started writing on the mirror with my finger, watching the lines appear and disappear.
âSkipping out,â I wrote. Then, âCaz HAZARD.â When I turned back to Amanda, she was dabbing lipstick on her lips, then smearing it around with lip-gloss.
âWant some?â She tossed me the lip- stick tube.
I opened it and turned to the mirror again. âDodie Doorknob,â I wrote in big pink letters. It seemed childish. After a minute I added, âdoes Dogwood.â It wasnât any less immature, I admit, but I thought Ms. Samuels would be proud of my consonant use.
âExecuted with true creative flair,â Amanda grinned, hopping off the counter to give me an elaborate bow. âNow letâs blow this Popsicle stand.â
We padded out through the deserted hallways, past the stoners smoking along the school fence and toward the mall again. It was windy and the air blew through my sweater, chilled my skin and sent my hair flying over my face. I suddenly felt carefree, as if the worst had already happened. I was already skipping out. Iâd already written mean things on the mirror. What else could I possibly get in trouble for?
When we got to an accessories store, I nudged Amanda. âThis time you provide the distraction,â I said. Then I strolled inside andbegan trying on scarves, checking myself out in the mirror each time.
I heard Amanda yelp. âOuch! Okay, youâve got to help