the lake.â Tina took down two glasses and poured us both some lemonade. âIâve never been over to her house when we didnât end up in the water.â
âAnyway, Iâll jump someday.â I shot Tina a grateful glance.
âIâm going out to help Dad.â Sam bonked Tina on the head. âTag, youâre it, for Tim duty.â
Tina sliced up two pieces of strawberry pie, then washed Timâs hands and face. âYou go and play,â she said to him. âIâll find you in a minute.â
We took a long swig of lemonade and came up for air at the same time, which made us giggle.
âYouâre lucky you donât have brothers,â she said. âSummer is more work than school.â
âI made six dozen cookies last week.â I wanted to make peace. âBut it sure beats listening to grownups lose it.â
âYeah, my parents have been acting a little weird lately, too.â
Truce, maybe.
Tina balanced a bite on her fork. âWhere did you see Sam?â
âPromise not to tell?â
She nodded.
âLuke and I found a great new spot with wild blueberries. Theyâre not ripe yet, but Iâm going back in a week,â I said. âThe berries are right on the edge of a cliff, along the trail up from the old camp. Itâs a cliff-jumping spot. When we were there, Sam and some other guys came.â
âDid they all jump?â
I nodded.
âIâd never do thatâIâm too afraid of heights,â she said.
âMe, too.â But remembering the cliffâs edge didnât make me stiffen as much as remembering the hateful words her brother had said. I couldnât tell Tina, not now that everything seemed regular between us again. I ate another mouthful.
âWhat do you think?â Tina asked, her lips red with berry juice.
âItâs great, as usual,â I said. The crust was the bestâflaky and rich, and it held together nicely because of their homemade butter. âI may have to ask for some of your butter.â
âI was talking about my lips!â she said, making a kissing face.
I grinned and smeared some strawberry filling on mine.
âBeautiful, dahling,â she said.
When it was time to go, I waved to Tina, feeling lighter than I had in a long time. I pushed my kickstand up and strapped on my helmet. A light rain had started. Just as I turned the farm stand corner, I heard Mr. Costa say, âYeah, weâre going to take it back.â
I couldnât see who he was talking to, and I didnât turn around. My insides just congealed a little, like a pie left out overnight.
Chapter Five
WHEN EVERYTHING GETS muddled up inside my head, thereâs nothing better than making pies. Mom came back from her evening sail and set me up with flour, butter, and the big bowls. The strawberries were sliced and ready to go. Rhubarb stalks were washed and stacked next to a bowl of peaches.
âWhatâs it going to be, pie maker?â Eva said, putting away the last dinner plate.
I washed my hands, my back to her. âMaybe strawberry- peach or peach-rhubarb.â
âWhatever kind you make will be perfect,â Eva said.
I turned to Mom, annoyed. âHow many should I make?â I dipped my hands in the flour.
Eva went into the office, and Mom looked uncomfortable. âAs many as you feel like,â she said. âIâll do more later. Weâll be doing the accounting, OK?â
I began to fill the measuring cup, but Mom lingered, watching me. I was sorry she wouldnât be helping. I had made my first pie when I was six with leftover dough scraps she had given me. I used to pat the dough down, sprinkle it with cinnamon sugar, and Mom baked it for a snack. But that time, I had shaped the dough into a cup like a tart and begged for a few apples for filling.
âNo worries, right, June bug?â Mom asked.
I smiled. She hadnât called me June bug in