theyâd driven their small-town princess away. Jonas turned to face her and found Caroline watching him. Her gray eyes revealed the same thoughts, the same doubts about herself. Insecurities theyâd both gained from Leaâs desertion.
âWeâll do all right and get things taken care of, Caro. Donât worry.â
Once again she left the bed, but this time she padded over to where he stood, sliding her freckled arms around his waist and laying her cheek on his ribs. Jonas hugged her tight and kissed the top of her head like he had nearly every day since her birth.
âIâm sorry, Dad.â
âFor what?â
âThat you have to do this stuff. Maybe Mom wouldâve stayed ifââ
He squeezed her to silence her. âNo, honey. She wouldnât have stayed. Your mom wanted to leave North Star long before we ever got together, before she got pregnant with you. Some people are meant to live in small towns, others arenât. Itâs as simple as that.â He kissed her hair again, then her forehead. âYou did absolutely nothing wrong, you hear me?â
She nodded, but the movement lacked substance and belief.
âSweetheart, no amount of helping around the house or extra good behavior wouldâve changed things. She didnât leave you, honey, she left me.â
âBut she didnât leave until afterââ
âTrust me,â he ordered, anxious to drop the subjectbefore she became upset. âI know what Iâm talking about, and you arenât to blame. Nowâ¦homework done?â
âAlmost.â A heavy sigh left her chest. âI canât believe we get homework on the weekend. It sucks. â
He chuckled. âFinish it up tonight then and be done with it so youâll have the rest of the weekend free.â He loosened his grip, but she held tight, her nose pressed into his chest, her forehead hot pink.
âDadâ¦think maybe we could go to The Blooming Rose tomorrow?â Her words were muffled against his shirt. âThings are kind of tight.â
Which meant she hoped to get her things before school on Monday, with or without help. Jonas sighed and rubbed her back. âIâll take you on my break, howâs that?â
âAnd I can do it by myself? Please, Dad?â
âI guess you canât get things too wrong.â
âReally?â She hugged him again. âThank you!â
âI love you, baby. Donât worry so much about things, okay?â
Caroline nodded, not looking at her dad when she released him and walked over and seated herself on the bed. She grabbed a pillow to hold in front of her, and waited for him to close the door behind him, smiling when he looked through the space one last time before he pulled it shut.
A second passed. Two. Tears filled her eyes, but she didnât let them fall.
Her dad was a good guy, the best. People liked and respected him. Came to him for advice. She knew he only said those things about her mom leaving because he was trying to make her feel better.
She dropped to her side and grabbed the photo album next to her bed, cracking the CD case when she put toomuch weight on the plastic frame. Ignoring that, she stared down at the proof right there in the album.
Newspaper clippings and photos, announcements. All the stuff her grandma had collected over the years. Her mom had danced, cheered or played sports every season of the year from grade school to high school. She was pretty and popular, a model for local TV and print ads. Sheâd worn the latest styles, always looked neat and clean and great. Always had a cute boyfriend. Wrote words like âsmoochesâ and âkiss-kissâ in her notes.
Caroline rolled over onto her back and stared up at the poster of Harry Potter tacked to her ceiling. How many times had her mom told her she was a mess? Complained that her hair was too wild, her teeth too crooked, her freckles too dark?