more could a woman ask for?â
âA little culture, maybe? I like men who read books, not just use them to fix a wobbly table now and then.â
âDonât be such a snob.â
âIâm not a snob,â Susannah replied defensively. âI simply know my own taste, thatâs all. I like bright men with a certain amount of...of polish, I suppose.â
âJoe has polish.â
âI meant sophistication,â Susannah shot back. âNot something you rub into fine furniture.â
â That was the remark of a snob.â
Susannah slid limply into one of the kitchen chairs. âYouâre right. I apologize.â She rubbed her forehead. âYou caught me off guard, thatâs all. This whole day has caught me off guard, as a matter of fact. Iâve been working very hard lately. Iâm supposed to be going on my vacation tomorrow, but Iâm more disorganized than ever. I guess I really do need some time off.â
Rose turned and leaned against the stove to look at Susannah, as if ready for one of their patented heart-to-heart talks. For a moment, Susannah felt as if it were twenty years ago, and that she was still a teenager confiding in her grandmother in the privacy of their cozy kitchen. The room was filled with the fragrance of fresh baking, and rows of cookies filled sheets of waxed paper on the counter. The shelves were lined with jars of fruits and jellies that Rose had painstakingly preserved the previous summer. Sheaves of dried herbs and flowers hung from the beams overhead, reminding Susannah that everything she had becomeâthe cooking, decorating, entertaining expert of Milwaukee televisionâshe owed to her grandmother, who long ago had taught Susannah gracious living and the value of hearth and home.
âIt feels good to be home,â Susannah said at last.
Rose relaxed and smiled. âItâs good to see you home, dear.â
She padded to Susannah and gave her granddaughter a warm hug and a kiss on the top of the head. âI wish you were home to stay, not running off to some hot beach tomorrow. Iâm going to miss you this Christmas.â
With a guilty pang, Susannah held her grandmotherâs hand a little longer. âIâll be back on Christmas Day, Granny Rose. I just wonât be here for all the parties beforehand.â
âNot even for your birthday?â
Susannahâs birthday fell just a week before Christmas and had been the family excuse for a large pre-Christmas gathering ever since Susannah was born. The famous Atkins partywas one of the social events of the season for the whole town of Tyler.
âI canât celebrate with you this year, Iâm sorry.â Hearing the wistful note in Roseâs voice caused Susannahâs heart to ache, but she said, âRoger bought the tickets, you see, without remembering my usual plans to be in Tyler for the week before Christmas. I hated to disappoint him, Granny Rose.â
âWhy? He disappoints you all the time.â Rose released Susannahâs hand and returned to the stove.
âHe doesnât mean to disappoint me. Heâs just forgetful. Heâs a busy man.â
âToo busy to be kind?â Rose sent her a short-tempered frown.
âI wonât defend Roger today,â Susannah said patiently, having endured Roseâs low opinion of Roger Selby for a long time. âRoger and I understand each other, and thatâs what matters. Subject closed. Iâd rather hear about you.â
âIâm fine,â Rose said at once, spooning cocoa into a saucepan full of milk.
âJoe saysââ
âOh, what does Joe know? I had a little episode, thatâs all.â
âAn episode?â Susannah echoed. âThat sounds like a euphemism for something very bad.â
âIt wasnât.â Rose shook a dash of cinnamon into the warming milk and reached for the bottle of vanilla from the open shelf