Territory.â
I smiled. âIâve been to Arizona. Never seen California.â
Which satisfied him, I reckon, âcause he moved on.
âNo canteen, either,â he said.
I looked around, like this white-haired man dressed in black would have fetched my canteen and left it within my reach. Like I told yâall, I didnât remember shucking it, but it sure wasnât in with the hammers and pans and powder in this wagon.
Give up looking. I turned back to my savior with a sheepish look on my face. âI had one,â I told him. âDonât know what I done with it.â
âYouâve never been in the desert before,â he told me, and puffed on his stogie.
Oh, I had. Had almost died in what, in New Mexico Territory, they call the Jornado del Muerto , the âJourney of the Dead,â which is just as deadly, just as miserable, and just as barren as the Mojave. If I didnât have the canteen no more, I sure knowed why. Even empty, canteens feel heavy, and for a fellow afoot with no water, they weigh as much as a dead manâs bloated body. But I didnât say none of this. Something about this guyâs demeanor told me that he didnât cotton to arguments or getting hisself contradicted or corrected.
âSo I ask myself, we found you lying against some rocks,â the man in black with the white hair said. âWhat kind of man is it, who with no water, no horse, nothing except a ratty old hat. . . .â
I reached up for my ratty old hat, which sure wasnât as fancy as my rescuerâs Stetson, and give him another one of my sheepish looks.
He had stopped to draw on his cigar, pushed the blue-gray smoke up toward the canvas roof again, and he finished his question.
âI ask myself, what kind of man is it, who alone in the desert, no horse, no gun, no chance . . . what kind of man is it who still carries a revolver?â
With that, his left hand snaked behind his back, and he pulled out that old .36. With a grin, he flicked the antique toward me. I ducked, let it slam into the wooden slats. Then I reached over and picked it up.
âA cap-and-ball antiquity that, by my guess, even emptyâas it wasâweighs more than an empty canteen.â
âSister RocÃo,â I told him, âalways told me I had more luck than sense.â Instinctively, I looked down at my knuckles, almost feeling the good nunâs ruler rapping them hands of mine. She could wield a ruler like a sledgehammer.
âYour sister?â he asked.
I shrugged. Didnât see no need in giving him any information he might be able to use against me somewhere down the line. âJust a woman I knowed,â I told him, âback when I was a kid.â
Course, I was more interested in the revolver. It felt different because it had been cleaned. I could feel the oil on the cylinder, the barrel, could smell it, too. It also felt heavier.
âItâs loaded,â my savior told me.
I shot him a quick look. He was holding the cigar with his left hand, dangersomely close to one of them kegs of powder, but the thumb of his right hand was hooked on that fancy sash, just a hop and a skip from the Colt near his left hip. Next, I studied that Spiller & Burr a mite closer.
Carefully, I laid the .36 between my legs.
âYeah,â I said, âbut it donât work without caps.â
He chuckled, slid the cigar into his mouth, and used his left hand to reach into another vest pocket. Something shiny come flying toward me. This one, I managed to catch.
It was a straight-lined capper, brass, fully filled with likely fifteen number-eleven percussion caps. Put them babies on the nipples on that cylinder, and Iâd be ready to tackle some sore losers from Fort Mojave or set up another crooked poker game.
âThanks,â I said.
âReckon you owe me,â he said.
âReckon I do,â I told him.
He pushed himself to his feet, kneeling a mite,