it was about my choice. No one dared utter a single word until the entire room was certain that my door was shut and I was absent from the conversation. It was a bit redundant considering that I could still hear their conversation as if it was coming from within my room itself. “Thank you Gaerwyn.” Grandmamma began. “We have come to discuss Elissa’s future in society. Now that Rose is gone…it seems that there would be financial difficulty on your part. I understand that in the 10 th caste it takes two or three working individuals to produce a sufficient income. With Rose gone and Elissa unfit to work, there is bound to be difficulty.” “I needn’t be informed of things I’d already be aware!” “Of course, Gaerwyn. I’m sure you’re well aware of every consequence of the death. Knowing of your daughter’s ‘special,’ status…I only wanted to express to you that in lieu of Rose’s death our family would be willing to take Elissa into our home. We want to be of aid to you in any way that we can.” There was silence. Although the offer had been made with honest intentions, the very mention of it caused Papa the fieriest kind of seething. He refused to look at them for a few moments, transforming into the most animistic kind of beast that there could have been. In the silence, I cracked open my door to look at what might have been conspiring on the other side. What I saw and heard next wounded and scared me as deeply as a jagged razor blade. “Get out,” he abruptly grunted through his teeth. “Elissa’s my daughter. We’ll not be in need of any help on your part. I’ll do just fine providing for her with my own wages! This is her choice – so you’d better not dare try to sabotage it!” His tone soon became that of a true beast. “Get out of my house, or you’re dead .” Before he had even finished the last word of his sentence, the 12 th caste boy hurried Grandmamma out the back door. Aunt Wren followed closely behind. I emerged from my room in horror. Although the women were gone, my father was not finished. He picked up a large, heavy pole and ran out the front door just as the ladies had finished getting into their carriage. Their driver quickly took the reins and whipped his horses into drive. “Stay out of our business, you pretentious snakes!” Papa shouted at the carriage in a beastly rage, falling onto his knees on the ground as it disappeared from sight. “Elissa is mine. As long as I’ve got reason to live, you can’t take her from me!”
5 | The Hard Season
The hardest times were still yet to come. My father sunk into a depression that intoxicated him more than the most potent liquor. Papa soon returned to the boats, and the small lifeline we had of food from our neighbors stopped its flow. Food was scarce for everyone. Even when they made a good catch, Papa wasn’t allowed to take home any more than his ration. The ration was nearly as small as his wages – hardly enough to feed one person, let alone two. In a few weeks the cupboard was completely bare. That summer contained the worst drought that our country had experienced in years. The sandy beaches and cobblestone roads of the Katie Isles became scorched and sizzling just as did every other part of the country. In the South, the 8 th caste farmers couldn’t produce their crops. In the North, the 5 th caste technicians worked tirelessly to keep the dams from running dry. Our fearless Magistrate did nothing to help. It was only when June’s rays charred his family’s prized orchards and shrivel his blood oranges that he even acknowledged the crisis. When he did acknowledge it, the only conclusion he could come up with for this tragedy was an offense which I’d never seen or heard of in these parts: Witchcraft. The Magistrate insisted that the people become more pious – implying that this drought must have been a punishment for crimes against God. While the witch-hunt began, my people starved. We