household, but he went every place she did, and the American would simply have to live with that. She would fight for three things: Calholmâs tenants, her dog, and her horses.
âMayhap the American will not.â She shrugged. âAnd mayhap he likes dogs.â
âNot that great ugly dog,â Barbara said and shuddered.
âHeâs not ugly,â Lisbeth protested on Henryâs behalf, not that Henry cared. She did, though. He was her best friend. Her only friend. She had always been an onlooker, often an unwilling one. She was that now, in this home. Calholm had never really been hers, not even for the brief time when she was its official mistress.
She soon would no longer have even nominal control. The new heiressâa mere childâwould have the estate in entitlement until she gave birth to a son. That, at least, was the most prevalent interpretation of the mishmash of wills and entitlements.
If only Jamie had lived â¦
âThe American might even sell that scruffy animal of yours,â Barbara baited.
âOr make you live on your allowance,â Lisbeth retorted. Angry at herself for rising to the bait, weary of the conflict and speculation, she started for the door. âIâm going to take Shadow out.â
âYou shouldnât ride by yourself,â Hugh protested with rare concern.
Lisbeth looked at him suspiciously but saw no guile in his eyes.
âRemember what happened to Jamie,â he added.
How could she ever forget? That day would always be clear in her memory: Black Jack, Jamieâs favorite horse, limping home during a hunt; the search for Jamie, and finally the discovery of Jamieâs body; the magistrateâs conclusion that he had fallen. She had never fully accepted it. Jamie had been a superb rider.
âI wonât,â she said bitingly. âI saddle my own horse now.â The implication hung like a sword over them. Sheâd never directly accused anyone, but sheâd expressed doubts about the verdict of accidental death.
Godâs toothache, but she needed fresh air. It was still an hour before dark, and Lisbeth hurried upstairs, changed to a pair of boyâs britches and a shirt, and ran down the back stairs to the stable. She didnât want to encounter Hughâs and Barbaraâs disapproving expressions over her attire, but sheâd discovered long ago that these clothes were much more effective while training and jumping horses. But she was careful about when and where she wore them.
Shadow was eager. She quickly cinched the light racing saddle. Callum Trapp, Calholmâs trainer, and the grooms had apparently retired for the day, and she was thankful. She wanted to be alone. She wanted freedom.
She gave the horse his head and allowed him to race down the road as the cold fall wind pummeled her. A familiar exhilaration filled her, the pure joy of the moment. She wouldnât think about tomorrow or the next day, about the impending arrival of her niece and the American and what it might mean for Calholm, for her own dreams.
She could only hope that the man wasnât an opportunist who would drain the estateâs assets. She couldnât quite suffocate that thread of fear, though. Mr. Alistair said the guardian was a solicitor, and her experience with solicitorsâwith the exception of Mr. Alistairâhad proved them to be money suckers and only slightly above criminals.
Lisbeth turned Shadow toward a fence. Elation surged through her as the great stallion lifted and soared over the barrier without shying. On landing, she slowly pulled the gray to a halt, then leaned over his neck, stroking him and murmuring endearments. Shadow arched his neck as if to say he could do it any time he wanted.
âYouâre a big fraud,â she muttered.
Henry the Eighth barked from behind the fence. It was a decidedly disgruntled bark, and Lisbeth shook her head. Henry was probably big enough to make