half of this fabulous spread.â He looked around him, his lips curling in distaste.
So, it was going to be one of those visits. A knot settled in Annaâs chest, and she worked to breathe around it. âOf course you do. You just donât come around much.â
âThereâs nothing here for me.â
Hurt at his words speared through her. She tightened her fingers on the chairâs arms. âIâm here, Lowell. Am I nothing to you?â
He held her gaze for a moment, then swung away from her and crossed to one of the huge columns. For long moments he stared out at the shrouded grounds.
Anna gazed at his stiff back, aching for the small, affectionate boy he had once been. Aching for the time when he had loved and needed her.
Tears stung her eyes, and she looked away. âOnly June,â she murmured, âand already so warm. It seems to get hotter every year.â
Lowell glanced over his shoulder at her. âAnd you say that every year.â
âI suppose I do.â
Silence fell between them once more. Lowell took a pack of cigarettes from his shirt pocket, selected one and lit it. The match illuminated his face strangely, making his handsome features appear drawn and tight. And terribly unhappy.
Once again, Anna shifted her gaze. She didnât like seeing him this way. It hurt to see his unhappiness. âYou met the new man,â she said, needing to fill the silence. Her brother didnât respond, and she forged on. âHe says he has building experience. In fact, he says heâs done a lot of restoration work on the East Coast. If thatâs true, we should be able toââ
âDiversionary chitchat, Anna?â
She dropped her hands to her lap and laced her fingers together. âJust talking.â
âWhy? Isnât the quiet comfortable?â
She inched her chin up even as her palms began to sweat. Heâd come spoiling for a fight. From experience she knew nothing she could say or do would dissuade him. She tried anyway. âYouâre my brother. Ashland is part yours. I thought youâd be interested.â
âHalf mine,â he corrected. âAnd Iâm not.â
She stood and crossed to him. âWhat are you interested in, Lowell?â she asked. When he neither answered nor acknowledged her, she caught his arm. âOr arenât you interested in anything?â
He met her eyes then. In his she read an emotion akin to hatred. She caught her breath. âLowell, whatââ
âSelling this place,â he said tightly. âThatâs what Iâm interested in.â
âNo.â Anna shook her head and took a step back. âNo,â she repeated. âNot ever.â
âHalf of it is mine.â
âAnd half is mine.â She flexed her fingers. While growing up sheâd given in to him time and again. Heâd been the baby, and sheâd adored him. Not this time. She couldnât.
âI wonât sell, Lowell.â
He swore and swung away from her. He flicked his cigarette off the gallery; it landed with a hiss in the damp grass. When he turned back to her she saw by his expression that theyâd just progressed from bitter words to a full-blown fight. âYouâre so hardheaded when it comes to this place. So blind.â
âItâs our home.â She balled her hands into fists of frustration. âOur heritage. Why canât you see that?â
âItâs a burden,â he countered. âItâs draining you, Anna. Look at yourself. Almost forty and dried up already.â
The shot hit its mark, and she drew in a sharp breath. âStop it, Lowell.â
âAshlandâs doing it to you, Anna. You have no life.â This time it was she who swung away from him. He followed her, smelling her distress like blood, pressing his advantage. âWhenâs the last time you had fun? Whenâs the last time you went