everyoneâs day. Miss Grahamâs voice turned gentle one last time as she spoke to me. âNext time we see you, youâll be feeling a million times better, you know!â
The girls were moving off with their bikes but Nicole didnât move a muscle. âIâm staying with you, Antonia.â
âNo, itâs okay, you donât want to miss the barn and the lunch and everything,â I said in a gabble, because sheâd get left behind if she didnât go quickly.
âI want to stay with you,â she answered simply, just before a great swishing surge of bicycle tyres and voices started up all around me.
âGlad youâre okay, Toni,â said Emily, holding her bike awkwardly and trying to bob down in front of me. âWeâll be thinking about you.â
âAnd Nicole will tell us how youâre getting on,â said Bryony.
Then Sasha and Izzy both blew me kisses.
âSee you soon, Antonia.â
âYouâll be better in no time.â
And as they cycled off behind the others, from somewhere in the distance I heard the ambulance siren wailing.
The lovely ambulance people gave me a painkiller but it didnât take effect straight away. It hurt when they examined my leg.
âLooks like itâs definitely a fracture,â said the kind man in a green uniform.
Miss Stevenson and Nicole travelled in the back of the ambulance. Nicole was closest to my head and kept whispering things to me as though it might hurt me if she spoke any louder. âTheyâre worried you might have concussion,â she explained after the ambulance man shone a tiny torch light into my eye.
âJust checking your pupil response to light,â he told me. It was strange because he was quite the opposite to Nicole and spoke in a loud voice, as though I might not be able to hear properly as well as everything else that seemed to be wrong with me.
âRight, that seems to be fine. Letâs check out these cuts and grazes,â he then said, moving my hair very carefully.
It turned out that Iâd scraped some skin off my shoulder and the top of my arm, but the man told me it was nothing serious. âJust needs a bit of dressing here and there,â he said. And the fold of skin under his chin wobbled the tiniest bit as he flicked his head to look at my hand. âSomeoneâs made a neat job of this bandage.â He nodded. âMmm. Excellent.â
It suddenly struck me that I was noticing everything in such detail. Nicoleâs soft voice, the manâs loud voice and wobbly chin, the different rooftops that I glimpsed through the ambulanceâs blacked-out windows. My whole world was crystal clear, and right in the middle of it was my throbbing leg and a feeling of helplessness that made me want to cry. And then a few tears did squeeze their way out of my eyes and rolled down the sides of my face. Nicole asked the ambulance man for a tissue and I dabbed at my cheeks, feeling silly and babyish. But then I saw that Nicole had tears in her eyes too, so I stopped thinking about myself for a few seconds, until another wave of pain hit me.
Chapter Three
âIt hurts quite a lot,â I told the doctor in the hospital through clenched teeth, wishing desperately that I could have something stronger to make the pain go away.
âWeâll get you straight in for an X-ray,â he said, looking down at me carefully. âApart from your leg, how do you feel, Antonia?â
I told him I thought I was all right, but I didnât tell him I hated lying on this stretcher bed because I felt so helpless. Then I had to give lots of details about myself, like what I was allergic to and what history of illness there was in my family, and halfway through I realized that Mrs. Pridham was right beside me. She reached for my hand â the one that didnât have the bandage â and held it tight, which made me want to cry again. But I