weird, weird night. I almost want to jump to the end first, but I'll tell you what things happened in the order that they happened. It'll make more sense that way. If I just told you the most recent events, you'd think I was totally out of my mind.
The day after my last entry, I went to class like usual. Well, not quite like usual. I put on my favorite T-shirt, the one that's more flattering to my overly curvy figure than most of my other clothes, and I dug some ancient lip gloss out of a drawer. I don't usually wear any make-up, but, well... Asher...
Normally I get to class before him, but this time he was there first. I slid into the chair beside him without saying a word. What can you possibly say when you've just had your first kiss and your first orgasm with your best friend, then find out he's a werebear?
A bear, of all things! I had never even heard of a werebear before. Aside from the species being completely impossible in the first place, it had to be my best friend and potential boyfriend that was one. Just my luck!
Asher looked at me pleadingly, but I just pulled out my psychology binder and started to organize my notes. I didn't really want to talk to him - even though I wanted to talk to him so bad!
The prof came out and began to lecture in his monotone voice. I was trying to take notes, like always, but it was even harder than usual. Normally it's boredom that prevents me from concentrating, but that day it was Asher's presence beside me. He wasn't taking his own notes, the scribbled lines that he would later flesh out with my own notes. He was just sitting there with his arms crossed, staring straight ahead.
It was freaking me out. Of course I couldn't focus. “What are you doing?” I whispered to him.
“I don't care about psychology today,” he whispered back. “I have to talk to you.”
“You're doing a great job of showing it,” I hissed. Even in the large lecture hall that must have held a hundred students, the prof had noticed us talking. He was looking at us now, and he didn't look happy.
Asher shuffled some papers around, still seeming completely disinterested in the subject matter. “Sorry, Eden. You just came in acting like you hated me. What was I supposed to say?”
Maybe I hadn't seemed to want to talk to him. I hadn't meant to give him that impression. “If I hated you, I would've found somewhere else to sit,” I whispered.
The prof was definitely looking at us now.
“Listen, we're not going to get any work done today. Let's get out of here,” I said. He nodded, and we picked up our stuff and left. I have no idea what the poor prof thought!
Once we were outside, we just started walking around aimlessly. Neither of us was talking, and I didn't want to be the one to start. It felt more awkward than the first day I even met him. That day, I felt like we had been friends all our lives. This day, I felt like we were complete strangers.
He was still my friend Asher, but he was also the guy whose lips had been pressed to mine for what had felt like hours. The guy whose hand down my jeans had brought me to absolute ecstasy. He was the only person in the world to have ever watched me reach a climax.
Worse, I had touched his dick. I had wrapped my hand around it and jerked it off the way men do to themselves. The way women do to men. But I'm not a woman, I'm just a girl, and I had never done that before.
I had seen his cum shoot out of his dick and splatter all over the back seat of his car. I wasn't the first girl to have done that with him - I didn't know too much about his past experiences, but I knew that much. But he was the first guy I had ever done that with.
I had no idea how to treat him, based just on all of that. Then to add to that, when he had reached his peak, he had transformed halfway into an animal, a beast like a bear. He had admitted to my face that he wasn't even human, but a werebear. Let me