Great-Gran showed me how. And I hold the kettle ever so carefully so I canât scald myself.â
âYouâre a very clever girl, Lizzie,â said Sam. âOK, then, Iâd love a cup of tea.â
I made it carefully all by myself. Mum hovered but I wouldnât let her help. I carried the cup of tea in to Sam without spilling a drop.
âThis is delicious tea,â said Sam, sipping. âThank you very much, Lizzie.â
âHow is Great-Gran?â I asked.
âNot very well,â said Sam sadly.
âIs she going to get better?â
âI hope so.â
âCan she walk and talk yet?â
âSheâs going to have to learn all over again, like a baby. Theyâre trying to teach her already. But she wonât do as sheâs told.â
I nodded. I couldnât imagine Great-Gran letting anyone tell her what to do.
âCan I see her, Sam? Tomorrow?â
âI . . . I think you might find it a bit upsetting, pet,â said Sam.
âI know Iâd find it upsetting,â said Rory.
âPlease can I see her, Sam?â I begged.
âLizzie, itâs probably not a good idea,â said Mum.
â Please , Sam,â I said, clutching his sleeve.
âOK then, Lizzie, if itâs what you really want,â said Sam.
I hugged him â and sent his cup of tea flying. It went all over his trousers but he still didnât shout. He hugged me back!
Sam took me to the hospital to see Great-Gran on Sunday afternoon. I held his hand tightly when we went into the ward. It wasnât the way Iâd thought it would be. I wanted it to be very white and neat and tidy with nurses in blue dresses and little frilly caps. It was a big strange messy place with sad people slumped in beds or hunched in wheelchairs. One old man was crying. I nearly cried too.
âAre you sure youâre OK, Lizzie?â Sam whispered, bending down to me. âWe can go straight back home if you want.â
I did want to go home. But I also wanted to see Great-Gran, though I was very worried sheâd look sad and scary now.
âI want to see her,â I said in a teeny-tiny voice.
âOK. Sheâs over here,â said Sam, and he led me to Great-Granâs bed.
Sam's hand was damp. He seemed scared too.
Great-Gran was lying crookedly on the pillow with her hair sticking up and her eyes shut.
âAre you asleep, Gran?â said Sam, bending over her.
Great-Granâs eyes snapped open. They were still bright blue. But they werenât gleaming.
âHow are you today, Gran?â said Sam.
Great-Gran made a cross snorty noise. It was obvious she thought it a pretty stupid question.
âIâve brought someone to see you,â said Sam. He gave me a gentle tug forward. âLook, itâs little Lizzie.â
Great-Gran looked. Then her eyes clouded and water seeped out. She made more cross snorty sounds. Her nose started running. She tried to move but her arm wouldnât work properly. She wailed and went gargle-gargle .
âWhat is it, Gran?â Sam said helplessly.
âShe wants a hankie,â I said. I found Great-Granâs handbag and got a hankie out. âHere we are. Iâll wipe your eyes first. And then your nose. And hereâs your comb. Weâll do your hair, eh? Itâs OK. Iâm good at doing hair. I do Aliceâs, donât I?â
I mopped and wiped and combed.
âThere!â
Gran still looked bothered, her head on one side.
âDo you want to sit up straight?â
Gran nodded.
Sam helped me pull her up and tidy her pillow. Gran lay back, straight in the bed, seeming much more herself. She looked at me. She opened her mouth. She went gargle-gargle , then sighed in despair.
âTry again, Gran,â said Sam.
Gran went gargle-gargle and then wailed.
âNever mind. Donât upset yourself,â said Sam, patting her little clenched hand.
Gran couldnât