harmless mention of someoneâs pregnancy or birth announcement, each one a reminder of what he and Holly had tried for and never succeeded with. And then the jarring surge of his own resentment, the habitual belief that every innocent mention was Hollyâs way of blaming him, of reminding him of what he couldnât give her. When he knew it wasnât, knew it was only him blaming himself.
They both glanced at Hooper, who had perched himself between their seats, as if the dog might say something to join them again, but he could only nuzzle their cheeks.
âYeah,â said Matthew, defeated. âItâs probably not a good idea.â
Stopped in traffic, he watched Hollyâs hands in her lap, waiting for the inevitable measuring of her wrists, her ritual in the grip of anxiety, one of so many tiny and inconsequential details that heâd only recently begun to catalog in her absence.
âI put the number of the hotel in with Hoopâs stuff,â he said. âIn case you canât reach me on my cell.â
âYouâre not staying at the house?â she asked.
âI canât. Itâs a crime scene.â
âOh.â She nodded. âOf course it is. Iâm sorry. I wasnât thinking.â
âItâs all right.â
When they reached the departure lane and pulled to the curb, Holly reached for Matthewâs hand, gently lacing her fingers through his. âCall me when you can.â
She leaned over and kissed his cheek, lingering against his jaw just long enough that he turned toward her, as if he expected to find her lips waiting, but she had already moved back.
Matthew took up his bag and climbed out, turning to find Hooper had already filled his vacant seat, the dog panting excitedly.
Matthew rubbed Hooperâs coppery head through the open window.
âDonât let Peter feed him that gourmet shit,â he said. âIt gives him the runs. And you tell Prince Charming if I ever hear heâs dragging my dog on one of his fucking bike rides again, Iâm gonna kick his ass up and down Delray Beach.â
Then Matthew turned to the glass doors of the terminal and walked through them, heading back, heading home.
Five
New Orleans, Louisiana
Summer 1961
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Roberta Bayonne lifted the bottle of doveâs blood over the shallow white dish and poured.
âI want him back for good this time, Roberta.â
Wanda Johnsonâs voice was steady, but in the flickering candlelight of the shuttered room, eighteen-year-old Camille Bayonne could see the womanâs lips quiver as she watched the burgundy liquid fill the bottom of the saucer, spreading out like a stain.
Outside, Maurepas Street bustled with activity under a relentless July sun, its shotgun porches crowded with cackling old men, its sidewalks filled with racing children. Just beyond the rooftops, the fairgrounds roared with the dayâs races, the smell of the stables blowing over. But inside the narrow turquoise house silence prevailed, and with it the thick scents of incense and wax. All around the three women, shadows of eager candle flames rippled up the tall, scarlet walls, turning plaster into billowing curtains, and the ceiling into the surface of the sea.
Roberta gently eased the dish of doveâs blood into the center of the table.
Wanda Johnsonâs eyes filled. âHe wants to marry her, Roberta. Iâll kill myself. I swear to God I will.â
âHush,â Roberta ordered. âFocus now. Camille, bring me the powders.â
Camille rose dutifully and crossed the room to the sturdy armoire, her motherâs medicine cabinet, and took out three small bottles. She had helped her mother work a commanding spell only once before, but she hadnât forgotten the ingredients. Spearmint, salt, and cloves. It was a strong spell, but Wanda Johnson needed one now. Camille had watched her