grin over white, even teeth. He reached for me again in sated, sleepy contentment, wrapping me in the luxury of his embrace.
I pressed my lips to the scar above his heart, smelling myself on his skin. Our scents mingling like some exotic perfume.
âThis is all I want,â I whispered. âThis all I will ever want. This gift, this knowledge, this joy.â
I love you, my Armand.
Yet, I could not let the words past my lips.
âWhere were you born?â I asked him.
âMarseilles.â
âWhy did you join the Navy?â
âIâm the second son of a Marquis, so my older brother will inherit the title and the land. As the younger son, I was forced to find some way to make a living. And I like the sea.â He was playing with my hair as he spoke. His voice held a little regret.
I didnât quite understand the laws of inheritance, but I knew that was why my father went to sea. Thatâs what they had told me.
âIâm glad you came here to Ajaccio, Armand Dupuis.â
âIâm glad, too,â he sounded wistful. âI have to leave next week. We sail for about eight months, and then I go back to France.â
âOh,â I said softly.
âIâll be married,â he continued, his voice almost sad this time. âTo Sandrine. It was arranged when we were children.â
âIs she pretty?â
âI donât know, I havenât seen her since she was eight. She had very dark hair and black eyes. I imagine that she hasnât changed too much. She was delicate. Dainty. Sheâs been in convent schools. Sheâs a little older than you.â
I stared at him. He seemed resigned to his fate. âYou donât love her, then?â
He smiled a little. âI donât even know her, but thatâs the way it is. Sheâs got a good dowry. I can leave the navy if I want. Thereâll be plenty to live on. â
âDo you want to?â
âSometimes. At one time, I didnât think there was anything better out there than the smell of the sea. I find it hard to get used to dry land.â
âI canât think of anything better than being on the sea.â I told him about my father, how he had been a pirate. He just gave me an indulgent smile like one gives a child. It irritated me a little.
âI have a proposition for you. Will you hear me out? âHe rose up on his elbow, tracing the freckles on my chest with one long finger.â I can give you carte blanche . Do you know what that is, Kita?â
I shook my head. âNo.â
âFollow me to France next week. Iâll set you up in a house. You can have whatever you need. Dresses. A carriage. Servants. I can afford it.â
I stared at him. âYouâd keep me, you mean?â My heart was pounding. Iâd heard of this practice before. Of the fine gentlemen who kept their mistresses with the permission of the wife who turned the other cheek.
âUnder the nose of Sandrine.â
He had the grace to look sheepish. âI told you that I have a duty to her. I am bound by my honor, but sheâs a most understanding girl, Iâm sure.â
For one minute, I imagined it. Having him with me at least some of the time. And then, I thought about sharing him with someone else. âIâm not interested in being kept. I have no wish to be a whore.â
His face darkened. âWhat are you doing here in my bed, then, Kit Black?â
This time, I had the grace to blush.
âI didnât mean that youâre a whore. How can a bloody virgin be a whore,â he said, his brows knitting together. He appeared to be genuinely contrite. âAnd I know you are a virgin, because I felt it.â
âWas a virgin.â
âYes, was,â he said softly. âStill faultless.â He touched my breast. His fingers burned me.
I jerked back. âYouâre in the habit of despoiling virgins, are you?â
âNo. Of course,