waved toward the living room. âSouvenirs from everywhere but Mexico. Why?â
âSheâd outgrown tourist junk, I suppose.â
âOr was too busy to bother.â
Edâs mouth hardened. âWhat do you mean?â
âIâm exploring, Ed. Have you noticed any difference in your personal relationship lately?â
âNo. Weâve always got alongââ
âI mean your sex relationship.â
âOh.â Ed flushed, and looked down into his cup. When he spoke, his tone was defensive. âThereâs always a change, I suppose. Sex isnât a ritual you follow from marriage to death like communion. When she got home from Mexico, it was like a honeymoon. But ⦠maybe we burned ourselves out. I donât know. Also, Iâve been working harder than usual.â¦â His voice trailed off.
Barney waited a minute. âMay I see the letters she wrote from Mexico?â
âSure.â Ed rose and went into the living room. He returned with a half-inch stack of letters and postcards. âTheyâre arranged by date. The earliest is on top.â
Barney opened a blue envelope with a San Antonio postmark. Liz had a slashing, diagonal handwriting that danced like her eyes.
Dearest Ed,
Tomorrow we leave. Alamo Tours has taken us under its wing, our driver weighs three hundred pounds if heâs an ounce, and weâll be wheeling along in an air-conditioned Cadillac limousine. I met the other members of the group and of course you canât judge from first appearances, but thereâs an old couple from Colorado whom I already dearly love. They remind me of that old radio act, Fibber McGee and Molly. He tells jokes that arenât funny, but they really are , if you know what I mean. I can see you, Old Iron Puss, youâd look at him with a serious face but inside youâd be smiling. His wife reminds me of Mrs. Truman.
Thereâs also an industrial librarian from Indianapolis. She loves animals. When she heard I had a dog she latched on to me. She has a cat named Charles she left behind ⦠Oh, there are some othersâa gorgeous lady photographer who is chic , simply the last word. What clothes! Makes me feel dressed for a hayride. Thereâs one man who seems rather sullen and strange, but I suppose heâll loosen up. Oh, yes, a high school teacher (male) from Detroit, going down to study the people. Asked what my âmotivationâ was ⦠very studious and intent, like you, only not nearly so handsome, darling. I said Iâm going because itâs free !
I can hardly wait. Weâll be in Mexico tomorrow at ten, so says Blimpo, our driver. Wish you were here, lover. Three weeks before I see you? I wonât think about it.
Adios, LIZ
For the first few days she had written a chatty letter each evening, as though she were talking to him across the supper table. She had a habit of nicknaming people: Miss Fashion-Plate was the woman photographer, Stoneface the man who had been sullen the first day. The librarian from Indianapolis she kept referring to as the Cat Woman.
But gradually the personal, exuberant note faded. The last intimate letter had come from Mazatlán, in which she described going deep-sea fishing and getting a sunburn: ⦠took off my suit in the hotel and I looked like an Indian maiden in white brassiere and panties. If you were here tonight, Man, thereâd be no hanky-panky. On second thought, Iâm not burned there . Hey! Iâd better stop that line of thought. Might color my dreams â¦
But there were no more of those. The following letlers were like duty notes to Aunt Tillie. These in turn dwindled to mere postcards which began âDear Edâ and ended âLiz.â
Barney selected six of the postcards and fanned them out on the table like a poker hand. âLook at these, Ed. See anything strange?â
Ed squinted at the cards. âNo.â
âTheyâre written