holes. And thereâs a mass of tiny threads, silver and shining, like gossamer on a misty autumn morning. It makes me think how everything in the world turns out to be connected, even if we donât realize it is at first.
King Arthur stares, and then he gives a sudden start, and looks around. He can hear a voice, but he doesnât know where itâs coming from.
âWhere are your knights, Arthur? Where are they all?â
A manâs voice, dark with pain.
âArthur! Your fair fellowship. Gone with the four winds. Is there no knight worthy to see the Holy Grail?â
I knew who it was the moment I heard him. King Pellam, Guardian of the Holy Grail, who was wounded by Sir Balin, pierced with the same lance that pierced Jesus through the ribs.
âNot one knight of the Round Table?â the voice demands, sorrowful and angry. âCan no man ride from here to Corbenic through this wailing world, and redeem the sin of Judas? Can no one ask the right question?â
King Arthur clenches both his fists. âWhat question?â he growls.
âThe words that will heal me and save me from this agony,â the voice replies. âThe words that will heal the suffering wasteland, and allow it to grow green again.â
Then King Pellam fell silent; my stone went blind.
I waited. I wrapped both hands around it. I stared so deeply into it that nothing else in the world existed.
The wastelandâ¦All at once, I thought of Haket, Lord Stephenâs priest. He told me all Christendom is a wasteland, a wilderness of the spirit. He said people are taking the law into their own hands and behaving not as Christians but animals.
âUntil weâre Christian not only in word but in deed,â he said, âhow can we ever enter Jerusalem?â
But how can humans be perfect? We canât, however hard we try. So it canât be only through our own efforts that we will reach the Holy City, but also through Godâs grace, because He wants us to chase all the Saracens out.
9
NOTHING IS EASY
D O YOU REALLY THINK I WANT TO BE COOPED UP IN this stuffy tent, teaching you the ten categories?â I demanded. âI could be galloping Bonamy, or collecting clams, or oiling my armor and talking to Turold. I have to brush Lord Stephenâs clothes. I could be writing.â
âIâm not stopping you,â said Bertie.
I shook my head. âYou know perfectly well what Milon and Lord Stephen have told us. Four classes each week. Two for my French. Two for your learning.â
âWhatâs the point? Milon doesnât know about quantities and qualities and all that.â
âThe more you learn, the more you understand. I like learning French. I like the sound of it. One moment throaty, the next like bright birdsong.â
âYou canât learn prowess,â Bertie said, bright-eyed. âLetâs go outside.â
âNo,â I said. âYou wonât work outside.â
Bertie grinned. Heâs got a gap between his two upper teeth. âI donât need to understand how you say something to know what it means,â he said.
âWhich category stands on its own?â I asked.
âThe substance,â said Bertie, screwing up his face as if heâd tasted something awful.
âTell me a substance.â
âA sword.â
âWhat else?â
âI donât know. A horse. A finger.â
âGood,â I said. âWhat about two?â
âTwo what?â
âTwo fingers.â
Bertie looked at me as if I were trying to trick him. âThatâs a substance and a quantity,â he said cautiously.
âAt last!â I exclaimed. âSo what are the other categories? All the ones that can never exist on their own but must always belong to a substance.â
âI canât remember,â said Bertie. âThis is so boring!â
âThen letâs get it over with. Come on! Times.