sit?â he asked in a gentle voice. He didnât mean to cause her more pain. When she hesitated and couldnât meet his eyes again, he decided he wasnât giving her the opportunity to retreat. Leaning slightly forward, Ian lengthened his plaid from the back of his kilt and spread it on the ground beside him. âI may bark, but I give ye my word that I will nae bite ye. If ye can nae sleep, sit.â He patted his hand on the plaid.
âThank you, Laird Munro.â Elizabeth lowered herself to the ground and fixed her skirts.
âMy apologies yeâre distraught this eve. As I told ye before, Mildmay was a good man.â
She turned her head to the side, using her hand to shield her eyes from him. He had a feeling she was guarding her tears, especially when her voice became unsteady. âOne would think Iâd be able to cope with death by nowâMother, Father, Uncle Walter.â
ââTis foolish to think anyone can prepare for losing someone, especially when âtis unexpected. But if I were ye, Iâd be more distraught over having to ride with Lady Grace the entire way to England.â
A laugh escaped her. âAre you attempting to make me feel better?â
Ian shrugged. âI donna know. Is it working?â
âPerhaps.â
The firelight cast Elizabeth in an angelic glow, and her smile warmed him in the cool night air.
âItâs so peaceful and quiet out here at night.â
âYe have noticed Lady Grace is sleeping, eh?â
âThere is truth to that.â She hesitated. âIt will be good to be home again, even under unpleasant circumstances.â
âYe donna favor living in the Highlands?â
âI didnât mean to offend you. Scotland is beautiful, and I enjoy Ruairiâs home very much.â
He lifted a brow. ââTis your home too.â
âOf course.â
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Elizabeth wasnât about to tell Ian that her brother-in-lawâs castle never quite felt like home. There was only one location where sheâd spent countless hours with her mother and father under the same roof, and that was where she grew up. That was the place that was truly home. She hadnât intended for the conversation to become awkward and decided to change the subject.
âMay I ask you something?â
âAye.â
âWhy isnât the captain of your guard traveling with usâ¦with you?â
He chuckled in response. âHe stays behind with my men to guard Munro lands in my absence. I can nae leave my clan and lands unprotected.â
âI understand, but what about your safety?â
âNow lass, ye would nae be questioning my prowess on the battlefield, would ye?â When she took a sharp intake of breath, he smiled, and she realized he was jesting. âMany men will nae approach or engage me because of my looks. Ye witnessed that nae long ago with the Sutherland guard. Sometimes being nae fair of face has its advantages.â
âI believe true beauty comes from within, and I donât think men stay away from you because you think you are not a comely man. Iâm certain their behavior has more to do with the fact that youâre the size of a mountain.â Brushing her skirts, Elizabeth wiped off imaginary dirt. âHow many days will you be staying with us before you and my brothers-in-law attend court?â
âI donna know. It depends on when we arrive, a few days mayhap.â
âHave you been to court before?â
âAye, more times than I care to count.â There was strong censure in his tone.
âIâve never had the chance. Grace attended a few times, and then we moved to Scotland.â
âYeâre nae missing anything. In truth, âtis nay place for a young lass.â
âThen I guess Iâm in luck because Iâm eighteen now.â When a questioning expression crossed his face, she quickly rose. She wasnât certain what