capital heâs after,â she replied sarcastically. âHe wants the woman who owns it as well!â
âNot so,â insisted Zayn al-âAbidin. âMy proposal only involves the business itself. Matters of the heart rest in the hands of God Almighty.â
She stopped arguing with him. It seemed as though she was totally consumed by her infatuation. Every time I watched her playing the role of the blind lover, I felt a tender sympathy for her plight. I had no doubt in my mind that that boy loved her in an adolescent kind of way; for her part she certainly knew how to attract him and keep him happy, while he was able to enjoy her affection to the full. But how long would it last? On that particular score she used to share some of her misgivings with me, but at the same time she felt able to tell me with complete confidence that he certainly wasnât a gigolo.
âHeâs as decent as he is intelligent. Heâs not the sort to sell himself.â
I had no reason to doubt her word. The boyâs appearance and the way he talked both tended to confirm her opinion, although once in a while his expression would turn cryptic and even violent. But speculation of this kind was essentially pointless when one was faced with the incontrovertible fact that Qurunfula was well into the autumn of her years; at this stage in her life, money and fidelity were the only things she could now offer from among the many forms of enticement she had previously had at her disposal.
One time Zayn al-âAbidin had a word in my ear. âDonât be fooled by his appearance,â he said.
I immediately realized he was talking about Hilmi Hamada. âWhat do you know about him?â I asked.
âLook, heâs either a world-class schmoozer or a complete and utter phony!â For a few moments he said nothing, then went on, âIâm pretty sure heâs in love with Zaynab Diyab. Any day now heâs going to grab her away from Ismaâil al-Shaykh.â
I was troubled by his comments; not because I thought he was lying, but rather because they tended to confirm what I had recently been noticing myself, the way Hilmi and Zaynab kept on chatting to each other in a certain way. I had frequently asked myself whether it was just a case of close friendship or something more than that.
My friendship with Qurunfula was now on a firm enough footing for me to summon up the necessary courage to ask her a crucial question. âYouâve had a lot of experience in matters of life and love, havenât you?
âNo one can have any doubts on that score,â she responded proudly.
âAnd yet â¦,â I whispered.
âAnd yet what?â
âDo you think your love affair is going to have a happy ending?â
âWhen youâre really and truly in love,â she insisted, âitâs that very feeling that allows you to forget all about such things as wisdom, foresight, and honor.â
And that forced me to conclude that there is never any point in discussing love affairs with their participants.
And then the young folk disappeared again. As with the first time, it all happened suddenly and with no warning whatsoever.
This time, however, none of us needed to go through tortures of doubt or ask probing questions. Nevertheless we were all scared and disillusioned.
Qurunfula staggered under the weight of this new blow. âI never in my life imagined,â she said, âthat Iâd have to go through it all again.â That said, the sheer agony of the whole thing drove her upstairs to her apartment.
Once she had left, it was easier for the rest of us to talk.
âI may be totally innocent and old,â said Taha al-Gharib, âbut now even Iâm starting to worry about myself.â
Rashad Magdiâs expression was totally glum. âListen,â he said with a jeer, âthe leaders of the âUrabi Revolt in 1882 may have had some doubts