living room.
Well, I suppose I should say what happened after I went to find Tegan, although I feel a bit ashamed about writing it down in here.
First I looked in her tent, and the other younger ones were there, but she wasnât. Lola said they hadnât seen her for a while, but I didnât worry â I thought she must be by the Land Rover with the older girls, sorting things out with Jody for our supper, or maybecollecting wood for the fire with Johnny and James. But I checked the Land Rover and she wasnât there, and when Johnny and James came back out of the bushes with armfuls of brushwood she wasnât with them. I could only think that she must have slipped back up to the pony field to visit Twinkle, so I walked over to have a look. âCome on, T!â I called. âWeâre going to make the fire now.â
But she wasnât there either.
My heart started pounding then and I felt a bit sick. Where on earth was she?
Then I noticed that Twinkle was gone, too.
I raced back to the Land Rover, feeling like I could hardly breathe. âTeganâs gone!â I said, but no one heard above the chatter and laughing. âTeganâs gone!â I shouted. They all stopped talking then. I started sobbing hysterically and Sally hugged me and told me to take deep breaths and tell her what had happened.
âTeganâs missing, and soâs Twinkle,â I finally managed to stutter. Sally and Jody gave each other a worried look. âI upset her, andââ I began, but then I broke into sobs again.
âOK, donât panic,â said Johnny firmly. âI can take the Land Rover back down the lane to look for her andââ
âBut weâd have seen her go by that way,â said Sally. âShe must have taken the bridle path next to the field. And if sheâs on horseback, the best way to find her will be on horseback too.â
âYouâre right,â said Johnny. âIâll go.â
But Sally insisted that she would. âAnd Iâll ring as soon as I find her,â she added.
The way she said that, as if she would definitely find her, made me feel a bit better.Thank goodness an adult was in control. But I knew I had to go with her, I just had to. I was about to try explaining that when she saw the look on my face and instantly understood. âCome on, Jess,â she said, as she set off for the pony field. Bailey, Claudia, Dannii and Johnny came too, to help catch and tack up Jewel and Blue. âThereâs one saddle without a bridle here,â said Sally, frowning. âTegan must have gone bareback.â
I started crying again then. It would be even harder for her to balance without a saddle and stirrups. What if Twinkle got spooked by something and bolted? What if Tegan got thrown off? I hadnât even checked whether sheâd taken her hat or not. She could already be lying in a ditch somewhere, maybe unconscious. I burst into hysterical sobs, wailing, âThis is my fault! Itâs all my fault!â
Sally got quite strict with me then. She took me by the shoulders and held me tight. âJess, if you want to come, you have to calm down,â she said firmly. âGetting hysterical wonât help Tegan. You need to be positive and focus on finding her. You can make it up to her then, OK?â
I nodded and sniffled, and even though my legs were still shaking I managed to mount up. Jewel definitely knew something was wrong. She sprang from hoof to hoof, alert and ready, as if she couldnât wait to get going. Sally and I set off in trot and headed down the bridle path. New worries filled my head as we rode on, things like what if it got dark and we still hadnât found her? What would we do then? I pushed them away and tried to think positive, as Sally had told me to, but it was difficult. I tried to look for clues, but I couldnât see any â there were lots of different hoof prints in the