good.â
About three traffic lights later, I said, âBut, Dad? I donât really think Iâm cut out for baseball. I think this will probably be my last year playing.â
My dad turned the radio down, which he did whenever he was stressed in the car. And he would get stressed in the car for two reasons: a bad traffic jam and a stubborn son.
âI thought you just said it went really well.â
âYeah, by my standards. Which means that I didnât trip over my own feet running around the bases. By those standards, todayâs practice was a total success.â
âJack, listen to me,â my dad said. âI canât tell you how important it is to be well rounded. Itâs not enough to just be smart these days. You need to play an instrument, be involved in the community, do some volunteer work, and play a sport.â
âWhy canât I just do karate? Karateâs a sport.â
My dad shook his head. âKarate is an exercise that helps your coordination and stamina for the real sports, like soccer and baseball. Plus, you actually like baseball.â
That was true. I did actually like baseball. As long as I was watching it on TV and not playing it.
âMaybe itâs team sports youâre not crazy about,â my dad suggested. âWhat if I sign you up for some tennis lessons? Tennis is a great game.â
I just wanted to end the conversation. âWhatever.â
âWhatever yourself,â my dad said. âAll Iâm saying is, colleges look at all that stuff.â
âDonât you think itâs a little early for me to be worrying about college? I have all of high school to deal with that.â
âItâs NEVER too early to be thinking about college and finding that thing that will set you apart. Do you have any idea how competitive itâs gotten out there?â
I was starting to get mad. âActually, no, I donât. Why would I? Iâm in MIDDLE SCHOOL.â
My dad turned the radio completely off. âListen, Jack, I know you think Iâm a crazy lunatic. Sometimes I think I am, too. But Iâm the one out there in the world, not you. Iâm the one who sees how hard it is to get ahead and how hard people have to work. I know youâre a kid. I get it, I swear. But if you donât learn the value of hard work now, Iâm afraid youâre going to fall behind. And these days, once you fall behind, itâs incredibly hard to catch up.â
âYouâre right about one thing,â I said. âYou ARE a crazy lunatic.â
I turned the radio back on, way louder than before, and neither one of us said another word until we pulled into the driveway. But as I was getting out of the car, I turned to my dad and said, âIâm twelve years old. I would appreciate it if you didnât bring up college ever again until Iâm sixteen. I just want you to let me live my life and do the things I want to do and be a kid. I donât see whatâs so bad about that.â
Then I smacked the hood of the car with my hand before I went inside.
It was the hardest hit I had all day.
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Sunday, before the big game, I had a cello lesson and junior EMTs.
I bet Derek Jeter never warmed up that way.
Anyway, the cello lesson was fine, because I love my teacher, Dr. Jonas, and since heâs a big baseball fan, he took it easy on me. âAfter the season is over, though, Iâm going to work you to the bone,â he said.
Then I had to go to Junior EMTs, which was a volunteer organization where kids learned emergency medical procedures. My dad made me join because he was an EMT when he was younger, and I guess he helped save some guyâs life in college. And also, because supposedly it looked good on a college application, which I guess makes sense if youâre applying to college. I wasnât. I wasnât even ready to apply to high school.
âDonât worry about that