âDo ye truly think anyone believes that someone like me, whoâs seen what I seen and done what I done, could ever really change?â
Declan stood up. âI do.â
His face masked by regret, Cutlass Jack Bonnet let out an exasperated sigh, shook his head, and left Rossâs quarters.
Early the next morning, Declan Ross rolled out of his hammock and went to his desk. There he found the small brown satchel of jewels heâd given Cutlass Jack the night before. He hefted it in his hand. It felt as heavy as it had when heâd handed it to Jack.
âHim bâ long gone,â said Stede from the open door.
âI had a feeling,â said Ross.
Stede looked at the pouch of jewels. âHow many did that rascal keep?â
âNear as I can tell . . . he didnât keep any.â
Stede thought about that a moment. âHim bâ one outrageous mon.â
âHeâs a good man . . . at heart,â said Ross. âBut I donât look forward to the next time we meet.â
âThis bâ what we signed up for, mon. Some of them will not bâ seeing things our way, ya know.â
âStill . . . I wish heâah, never mind.â
âWhere to now?â
âSaba,â said Ross. âLetâs go get Cat.â
3
THE CITADEL
F ather Brun rushed in with a bundle under his arm. He started to speak, but then saw the shattered mirror and Catâs bloody hand. He quickly placed the bundle on the table near the window and helped Cat to his feet. Father Brun led Cat to sit on the corner of the cot, removed a clean piece of linen from a drawer, and pressed it gently into Catâs palm. The monk said nothing but sat beside Cat and waited.
Cat looked away. But at last, in a quiet, gravelly voice, Cat said, âI am just like him .â
Father Brun placed a reassuring hand on Catâs shoulder. âIf by that you mean you are like your father,â said the monk, âthen you are grievously mistaken.â
âHave you ever seen him?â Cat exclaimed.
Father Brun nodded. âYes, but it was a long time ago.â
âThen you know,â said Cat bitterly. âMy eyes, my jaw, everythingâitâs just the same. Every time I see myself . . . I see him.â
Father Brun tilted his head thoughtfully. âI see someone quite different. Your eyes, your mouthânone of those things make who you are. And I am quite certain that you are nothing like Bartholomew Thorne.â
âYou saw what I did!â Catâs face twisted with anguish. âYou saw that rage. I would have killed Dmitri . . . if you hadnât stepped in.â
âI doubt that,â said Father Brun. âIâve seen men stronger than you break a staff over Dmitriâs head without doing him much harm.â
Cat laughed in spite of himself but quickly looked away. âBut, Father Brun,â he said, âIâve had memories come back. Iâve seen him go from perfect calm to a murderous rage in an instantâjust like me.â
âHeâs done unspeakable horrors,â said Father Brun. âBut you would never go that far.â
âHow do you know?â pleaded Cat. âThereâs still so much of my past missing. So much I donât remember. What if I really am just like him?â
Father Brun stood, and his voice had an edge to it when he spoke again. âCat, do you really believe that this has already been decided for you?â
Cat looked at him and blinked. âI . . . I donâtââ
âThe way you are talking,â Father Brun interrupted, âleads me to believe you think that who you are is a fixed thing, a doom that cannot be avoided.â
Catâs mouth opened and closed, but he said nothing.
âSee to it that you banish that thought from your mind,â Father Brun continued, his voice sharpening as he spoke. âFor it is a lie from the pit of hell! Now, I am very