freak out?â
âYeah, pretty much.â She looks down at her hands. Her nails are short and ragged-edged. âYouâd better go,â she says. âIf youâre going.â
âYeah. See you around.â
âMaybe.â She turns her head and blows a cloud of smoke away from me. âUsually it doesnât take long for them to kick me off the school grounds.â
For some reason, the thought that I might not see her again bothers me. A group of kids pushes past me, and I find myself still hanging back.
Parker laughs. âTempted, are you? Thinking about a jailbreak?â
My next class is with Mr. Lawson. Another hour of being called Emily and being publicly accused of lying. Just thinking about it makes me want to run as far and as fast as I can. âYeah,â I say. âScrew it.â
âYou up for a drive?â she asks.
âI guess. Where to?â
âTell you when we get there.â
I make a face at her, exasperated, but she just laughs and Iâm too curious not to go. âFine,â I say. âWhatever.â
Parkerâs car is a total beater. An ancient Honda Civic that used to be blue and is now mostly rust colored. It has a tape deck instead of a cd player. I buckle up and Parkerturns on the radio. Some guy with a British accent is interviewing a woman about terrorism.
âYou canât trust the media,â Parker says. âMost of itâs just a bunch of lies to keep us in line.â
âUs?â
âEveryone,â she says darkly. âTo make sure we do what weâre told and donât ask too many questions.â
I think about that for a minute. âWhat about nine-eleven though? I mean, you canât say that didnât happen.â
Parker looks sideways at me, pale eyes unblinking. âWho knows who did it or why. I donât trust what weâre being told, thatâs all.â
âWell, thereâs no way everyone can be lying.â
She rolls down her window and sticks her arm out to signal a left turn. âSure, but how do you know who is?â She turns on to the highway, speeds up and switches the radio to a station playing some old, heavy metal song.
I suck on my bottom lip and watch Parkerâs profile out of the corner of my eye. I wonder where the hell we are going and why I am skipping class to hang out with a crazy girl with no eyebrows. Then I wonder why it feels so alarmingly good.
FIVE
Parker drives fast and taps
her hands against the steering wheel, totally offbeat to the music. She is wearing fingerless black gloves, thin wool ones that are frayed at the edge. She has the longest skinniest fingers Iâve ever seen. Spider hands.
Eventually she takes an exit, makes a couple of turns and pulls into a parking lot.
I look at her quizzically.
âWhat do you think?â she asks.
âOf what exactly?â I look around, trying to figure out where we are.
Parker points at a large sign.
âJuvenile Detention Center?â I read out loud.
She turns to me with a wide grin. âDoes it give you any ideas?â
âUmm...â I study the square gray building. âNot really.â
âOkay, picture this: all the students at your school show up tomorrow morning, bright-eyed and bushy tailed with their sunny morning faces...â She pauses, watching me.
âAnd?â
âAnd there, right in front of the main doors, they see... this sign. Juvenile Detention Center.â
I shrug. âSo what. No one would care.â
âOh, come on. They would. You know they would. Just picture the looks on everyoneâs faces.â She gives me a face-splitting grin. âItâd be great.â
I grin back reluctantly, imagining everyone milling around, the air thick with
oh my gods
. The academics would disapprove; the elites and the athletes probably wouldnât get it. The deviants...well, theyâre a mixed group. Goths and nerds and stoners