didnât want to take it from you.â
Christy thought a moment. âI donât think I would have been ready then. I donât even know if Iâm ready now.â
âIs that why you want a longer engagement?â Todd asked. âDo you need more time to be sure?â
âOh, Iâm sure I want to marry you.â Christy reached for his hand and held it with both of hers. âI didnât mean that to sound the way it did. Iâm sure with all my heart that I want to marry you. Only you. What I meant was Iâm not sure Iâm ready for all the adjustments and planning and decisions, like with the ring. I mean, you would think I would have an idea of what I want already, but Iâve never given it much thought. I just want it to be uniquely ours so that every time I look at it Iâll think of us. Does that make sense?â
âSure,â Todd said. âYou heard what he said. They can custom make anything you want. Iâm sure you could have him put a stone like that blue one you liked into a different setting.â
âIt might take a while to do that,â Christy said.
Todd flashed her a mischievous grin. âThatâs okay. Itâs not like we have to have the ring by January or anything.â
Christy playfully thumped him on the arm. âTodd,seriously, do you think we could pull off a wedding in less than a month?â
Todd shrugged. âHey, all we need is a ring and a minister, right? And before you comment on that, how do you feel about stopping by to see Doug and Tracy?â
âOkay.â
âNow, I like that answer.â He started the car. âQuick, clean, decisive.â
Christy settled back in her seat and thought about how much sense it made to wait until August for their wedding and about designing her own ring and about how much money they needed for rent. She thought about how many decisions they would need to make and how Todd appreciated âquick, clean, decisiveâ answers.
As Todd drove into a residential area where cottage-style beach bungalows lined the street, Christy came to a conclusion. âYou know what, Todd? Thatâs going to be my goal over the next few months. Iâm going to work at making quick, clean decisions.â
âYou have good instincts, Christy. You should trust yourself and go with your gut feelings more often.â
She studied his profile as he pulled up in front of Doug and Tracyâs house. This man of her dreams who sat beside her had grown into a strong God-lover who was also deeply in love with her. Christy felt her heart pounding until she thought it would go zing! and fly right out of her.
âWhat?â Todd glanced at her as he backed theirVolvo into a space along the curb.
Christy pressed her lips together, intending to keep her zingy feelings inside. But then Todd stopped the car, looped his arm over the steering wheel, and turned to her with his silver-blue eyes peering deep into the secret place of her heart. Suddenly August seemed very far away.
âOkay,â she said, following her gut instincts yet speaking in barely a whisper. âYou win. January it is.â
Todd leaned closer. âWhat did you say? I couldnât hear you.â
Christyâs heart raced. Her cheeks flushed. Never had she felt so overcome with the intensity of her love for Todd. Did she dare repeat the whispered words that had escaped her heart?
âWhat I said was . . .â
A flicker of an image came to Christy. The two of them were pulling away with a squeal from the very curb they had just parked in front of and driving one hundred miles an hour to the first drive-through wedding chapel they came to in Las Vegas.
She blinked. No, this isnât one of those moments when I should trust my gut for a quick, clean decision. If I did, Iâd end up dashing ahead of you and God and everyone else.
âI said I love you,â she whispered. âThatâs