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He wants to play the hero. Maybe he needs a sedative.’
    The two pulled him unceremoniously to his feet. Then, while Farland held him still, the sheriff punched him in the stomach. He fell heavily on the dishevelled bed, feeling he’d never be able to breathe again.
    The sheriff addressed his deputy in a patronising tone. ‘Will, are you sure you found everything there was to find?’
    ‘Maybe not, chief. I’d better take another look at this dump.’
    Farland slipped his hand into his jacket and took out an object wrapped in transparent plastic. Not taking his eyes off him, he said to the sheriff, his mocking grin wider than ever, ‘Look what I found, chief. Don’t you think that looks suspicious?’
    ‘What is it?’
    ‘At first sight I’d say a knife.’
    ‘Let me see.’
    The sheriff took a pair of leather gloves from his pocket and put them on. Then he took the object his deputy was holding out and started to unwrap it. The rustle of the plastic gradually revealed the gleam of a long knife with a black plastic handle.
    ‘That’s a fucking sword, Will. Reckon a blade like that could have been used on those two fucking hippies, the other night by the river.’
    ‘Yeah. Sure could.’
    Lying on the bed, he had started to understand. And he had shivered, as if the temperature in the room had suddenly plunged. As far as his voice, still winded by the punch, would let him, he attempted a feeble protest.
    He didn’t yet know how pointless that was.
    ‘It isn’t mine. I’ve never seen it.’
    The sheriff looked at him with an expression of ostentatious surprise. ‘Is that so? Then how come it has your prints all over it?’
    The two of them approached and turned him over on his stomach. Holding the knife by the blade, the sheriff forced him to grasp the handle. Duane Westlake’s voice was calm as he pronounced sentence.
    ‘I was wrong just now when I told you you’re in trouble. Fact is, you’re in shit up to your neck, boy.’
    A minute or so later, as they dragged him away to their car, he had the distinct feeling that his life, as he had known it up until that moment, was over for good.
     
    ‘… of the Vietnam war. The storm continues over the publication by the New York Times of the Pentagon Papers. Anappeal to the Supreme Court is planned, to uphold the injunction to cease publication …’
    The imposing voice of news anchorman, Alfred Lindsay, shook him out of the restless lethargy into which he had slipped.
    The corporal knew this story.
    The Pentagon Papers were the outcome of a thorough investigation into the causes that had led the United States to become involved in Vietnam, an investigation set up by Defence Secretary McNamara and carried out by a group of thirty-six experts, both civilian and military, on the basis of government documents, some dating as far back as the Truman era. Like a rabbit caught in the journalists’ headlights, the Johnson administration had been shown to have consciously lied to the public about the handling of the conflict. A few days earlier the New York Times ,which had somehow come into possession of the papers, had started publishing them. The consequences had been predictable.
    In the end, as always happened, it would just be a battle of words. And words, whether written or spoken, never amounted to very much.
    What did these people know about the war? How could they know what it meant to find yourself thousands of miles from home, fighting an invisible and incredibly determined enemy? An enemy nobody had thought would be ready to pay such a high price in return for so little. An enemy everyone in their heart of hearts respected, even though nobody would ever have the guts to admit it.
    Even if there were thirty-six thousand experts, civilian or military or whatever, they still wouldn’t understand anything, or make their minds up about anything, because they’d never smelled napalm or Agent Orange. They’d never heard the tac-tac-tac-tac of machine gun