and she smiled. They shared the rare experience without a word. She liked that.
Maybe Brady wasnât as superficial as they said.
His voice went low and soft. âI collect moments like that. Rare moments.â He reached over and took her hand, and she was so dazzledâstar dazzled, Brady-dazzledâthat she let him.
Moments. Rare moments. She wondered if he knew heâd just created one for her.
But he was still talking rodeo.
âWhen I get settled just right in the saddle, and I brace my feet and give the nodâI guess thatâs my equivalent of your moment, when Speedo starts his run.â He was warming to the topic now, edging forward in his chair and gesturing as he talked. âItâs the possibilities. A thousand things could flow from that moment, and you donât have a clue whatâs going to happen. You could win; you could lose. The bronc could make one of those high, straight-legged jumps where you leave the saddle for a second and float above him, weightless.â He raised his hand, palm down, in the air. âI love that feeling. Or he could sunfish and crash down on you, like that danged Tornado did to my brother.â The hand flipped over, palm to the sky, and crash-landed in his lap.
âHow is your brother?â
âBetter,â Brady said. âHe wonât rodeo again, though. Dang bull rolled over on his hand, and he has no grip at all. But heâs married now, and happy.â
âThatâs good.â She shuddered. âHeâs lucky heâs alive. That was a terrible wreck.â
He nodded. âEvery time I board a bronc, I feel how little separates life and death.â
Suze grabbed another beer from the six-pack. Popping the top, she took a long drink. âI try not to think about that when I watch you.â
âWhy not?â He grinned. âHalf the crowdâs hoping Iâll wreck.â
He seemed to have forgotten about the falling star theyâd shared, which was all right with Suze. Sheâd hold that moment for a long timeâthe way heâd turned and smiled, the way heâd taken her hand. It would become a treasure, like a shiny toy kept hidden away so she could play with it whenever she felt down.
âHow can you know theyâre hoping youâll get hurt and not beâI donât know, angry or resentful?â she asked.
He shrugged. âThatâs just how it is. So when I get bucked off, I try to dismount slick. I want to land on my feet and tip my hat, like itâs nothing to me. I donât want to give them that wreck.â
âIt always seems like it really is nothing to you.â Suze flushed. âI mean, I know you want to win as much as anybody, but youâre so good-natured when you donât score. I donât know how you do that. I think itâs why youâre so popular.â
He shrugged. âRodeoâs the best thing that ever happened to me. Itâs my world, the best one I ever knew. If that crowd wants me to get stomped, frankly, I donât mind giving them a show once in a while. Long as I can stand up and climb back in the saddle the next time my nameâs called, Iâm good.â
One part of her was listening to his words; the other part was reading the current that flowed beneath them. Brady had survived an ugly childhood in the foster care system, and an uglier one before that, with abusive parents. He didnât talk about it, but she knew his real life had begun when Bill Decker pulled him out of the system and onto the ranch.
She looked up at the trees and stars, and thought how lucky sheâd been to be born into this life. Her father might be hard to please, and she sure wished her mother had lived. But she had horses and blue jeans and a country world so wide, sheâd never run out of dirt roads and rodeos.
âRodeo saved you, didnât it?â she asked Brady.
He was quiet for a long time, looking up at the