comforting the haunted souls with morphine.
A couple of hours would pass and Ward 2B would lay awash in a trembling quiet and waitâwait once again for morning.
Salute
THE BROWN DOUBLE doors opened and closed exactly eleven times this morning. Dr. Donnolly had pushed his way in or out eight of those times. He was back on the ward from his third surgery since seven; he and Miss Berry were doing post-op checks and changing out IV bags.
I glanced across the ward at the big-faced clock hanging above the green and white tiled entryway to the backroom; it was 11:21.
Counting was about the only mental activity you could accomplish while in a constant drug-laden buzz. Count the squares in the windows across the ward. Count the green and white tiles around the utility room entryway. Count the number of cigarettes left in the open pack. And count the number of times someone came onto or went off the ward.
When the double doors swung open for the twelfth time, a solemn-looking sailor in all-white dress uniform stepped through. He cautiously made his way onto Ward 2B. His eyes drifted back and forth, gaining an endlessly saddened face from the bodies lying on either side of him. Slowly rolling his Navy cap through his fingers, he made his way over to me and forced a hard grin. I didnât recognize him. Then he smiled.
It was William Otis Johnson.
Bill Johnson gently placed his cap on the foot of my bed and touched my left hand. His thin, six-foot frame had an ever-present preciseness, as if he were going to snap to attention at any moment for no reason, yet he radiated with a natural, relaxed charm. He had a way of making you feel better just by being in his presence. His smile was broad and easy, with perfect teeth as white and clean as his uniform. It was the same smile I saw the evening I left him standing outside Fiddlerâs Green.
His dark black eyes sparkled even through the sudden sadness that had punctuated his slow walk onto 2B.
âHello Jeremy.â
âHello Bill.â
âMy, my, look what youâve done now. I wonât ask how you feel; itâs pretty obvious.â
âIâm doing okay.â
âYou really messed up this time.â
Thanks for coming,â I said. âIâm just glad you werenât with us.â
âYou got that right. I knew something was wrong when you didnât show up for muster. The chief told us about the accident. I got here as soon as I could.â
Dr. Donnolly had made his way toward us. âAre you a friend of his?â
âYes sir,â Bill replied.
âHeâs very lucky. I understand one of your friends didnât make it.â
âYes sir. The chief said he died instantly.â
âIâm sorry to hear that.â
âThe other twoâ¦are they okay?â Bill asked.
âTheyâre doing well. Theyâre down the hall on Ward 2A,â Doctor Donnolly said. âWell, the worst part is over for your friend here. Isnât that right, Jeremy?â
âYes sir,â I replied.
Dr. Donnolly gave Bill a quick smile and circled around him toward Ski.
Our conversation drifted in and out with the ebb and flow of the morphine in my brain.
âI think youâre in pretty good hands here,â Bill said.
âYeah, I think theyâre some of the best,â I grinned. âYou have a great time on that tour, okay?â
âIt wonât be the same without you.â
He made a quick glance around the ward. âDonât give them too much trouble. You take care.â
William Otis Johnson turned away and walked back down the ward. As he approached the brown double doors, he turned sharply around, firmly placed his white sailor cap to his head, snapped to attention, and gave a quiet salute to the Marines on Ward 2B.
Earl Ray Higgins, from his bed five spaces down, raised his right hand into the air and gave him the finger.
Keep It Inside
THE SUNLIGHT CAME glaring through the