could not put it into words. Here in Pakistan, perhaps, he could recapture the old Christine, and that time years ago when everything seemed possible.
And then there was that other difficulty. They did not talk about it much; though so outspoken about her womanâs predicament in general, Christine was thankfully shy about mentioning this. To transfer oneself from one continent to another could hardly solve it; logically they were the same two people as before. But he no longer felt logical about this.
5
The party was held in the garden. The sun had sunk; even during twilight, however, the air felt centrally heated. Up above the crows banged about in the trees, disturbed by the social exclamations.
The film had not yet started. A blank screen hung against the wall. Spotlights were wired up amongst the bushes, pools of emerald leaves. People stood about chatting. Donald approved of dressing-up; nobody did it in England any more. Between the guests slid bearers holding trays of lukewarm gin and tonic. The Pakistani ladies drank Bubble-Up.
âThis is the life,â he said to Christine, so they looked as if they were talking. He turned to the bearer. âThank you.â
âThank you.â Christine took a glass.
âShoukriah.â
âYouâre much nicer to servants than you are to me,â he said.
âWhat?â
âLook, thereâs Shamime. Sheâs the girl I was telling you about â does our public relations.â
Shamime turned. Tall and slim, she was one of those girls about whom you would say: Sheâs not exactly beautiful. And keep wondering about it, unable to move your eyes from her face. Her nose was certainly too big. Her hair was looped in black coils. She wore a loose turquoise trouser suit with strings of gold chains. She looked somewhat like this in the Cameron office.
âAmazing dress.â She held out a slim brown arm to Christine. âWhere on earth did you get it?â
âIn England. London,â said Christine. âI worked in a dress shop. It sold second-hand clothes.â
âTrendy second-hand clothes,â added Donald. The dress was a floral thing from the forties, with padded shoulders. He had mixed feelings about this garment.
âDonald says I look like a charwoman.â
Shamime laughed. âWhereâs the shop?â
âIn a little passage where they sell antiques,â said Christine. âAt weekends they have stalls. Itâs rather like your bazaars, actually. You know, lots of people, no cars, covered arcades too, like in Karachi. Rather fun.â
âSounds just like Camden Passage.â
Christine paused. âSo youâve been there?â
âAdore it. I love Islington and Hampstead. I get so self-indulgent in those little shops.â
âI see. Do you go to London often?â
âWhen I run out of marmalade.â She laughed again. âNo, seriously, there are so many things you canât get here. Itâs impossible.â
âWhich hotel do you stay at?â
âMy cousin has a little house behind Harrods. But hasnât Harrods changed? Full of Arabs.â
In the pause that followed this remark Donald was aware of a general shifting. Chairs had been arranged; someone was fiddling with the projector. He sat down beside Christine. He leant towards her, then stopped. He would like to gossip with her about Shamime but his wife was turning out to be disappointing in this respect; invariably she was nicer about the Pakistanis than the English. This seemed like racial discrimination to him.
The guests had taken their seats now. The lights were switched off. Donald heard the scrape and whirr of crickets up in the bushes. Or were they tree-frogs? He had yet to learn. Forty years ago these streets were a wilderness of scrub. Karachi was a small sea-port then with a native bazaar and an English cantonment; where two-lane carriageways now lay. Grandad had shot a tiger. Or