enthusiasm.
Inappropriate. Thatâs the word that came to mind as the two finally untangled from each otherâs arms.
When J.T. kept his hands on Haileyâs shoulders, a white-hot ball of emotion roiled in Wolfâs stomach. He ignored the sensation and detached himself emotionally from the situation. He was a master at compartmentalizing. It was a gift.
Besides, what did it matter whether he approved of the relationship between Hailey and her pastor?
It was none of his business, emphasis on none.
âJ.T.,â she said, âI have someone Iâd like you to meet.â Hailey shifted out of the pastorâs reachâwhich was goodâand turned those compelling green eyes onto Wolf. Not so good.
His breath tightened in his throat and that ball of emotion rolling around in his stomach tied into a tight knot.
So much for detachment.
âWolf, this is J. T. Wagner, our missionâs pastor.â
Despite his instant dislike of the guy, Wolf shook J.T.âs hand. With his surfer-dude, spiky, sun-streaked hair, ratty cargo pants and rock-star T-shirt, J.T. looked like a grown man masquerading as a teenager.
Something wasnât right.
Other than a diamond stud in his left earlobe, the pastor wore no jewelry. Not even a wedding ring.
Yeah, Wolf had checked.
After another moment of inspection, Wolf realized why the picture didnât fit completely. Despite the civilian clothing, J.T. had military written all over him. It was in his stance and the way he moved.
A former soldier turned pastor. Talk about a walking, talking nightmare for a man who didnât want to discuss the military or what had happened in Iraq or anything to do with the good Lord.
Wolf had to give the guy points, though. J.T. didnât flinch under his scrutiny.
Hailey cleared her throat. âJ.T., Wolf was a friend of Clayâs. They were together in Iraq.â
J.T. nodded at Wolf, and a moment of camaraderie passed between them. Wolf didnât know what to do with that. Heâd decided to dislike the man, on principle if nothing else. But he realized that wasnât going to be as easy as heâd first thought.
âHow long have you been home, soldier?â
âSince this morning.â
J.T. cocked his head. âDid they have a welcome-home parade at Cottrell Field?â
Wolf rolled his shoulders uncomfortably. âI chose not to attend.â
Heâd told himself it was because heâd been focused on getting to Hailey and fulfilling his duty. But his reasons were more complicated than that.
Without Clay and the others marching by his side, Wolf didnât deserve a welcome-home celebration.
Had he seen that bump in the road, had he paid more attention to that sick feeling in the pit of his stomach that day, all four of his fallen friends would be here today.
Heâ
Hailey touched his sleeve, her soft voice breaking through his thoughts. âYou didnât look for Clayâs tree?â
âNo.â He hoped sheâd leave it at that.
It wasnât that he hadnât tried to pay homage to his friend. But when heâd pulled alongside the long row of evergreens, one planted for each fallen soldier of the Third Infantry Division, Wolf had lost the stomach for it. Literally.
Disgusted with himself, for his self-indulgence as much as his weakness, heâd climbed back on his motorcycle and had headed straight to Savannah.
âYou really are determined,â Hailey said, shaking her head in resignation.
Wolf stared into her eyes, silently communicating his resolve. âI made a promise to a friend. Iââ
A loud whoop of feminine shouts cut off the rest of his words. âHailey, Hailey. There you are.â
A group of teenage girls swarmed her, giggling and laughing at such a shrill decibel Wolf wanted to cover his ears with his hands.
âCome on, Hail. The programâs about to start.â One girl after the other tugged on her,