MissGoody Two-shoes; most certainly David McClelland had been her lover. Before and after her marriage. Well, theyâd certainly paid an appalling price for their infidelity.
Her grandparents had refused to talk about it. Siggy was adamant Heath was her father. While she was vocal in condemning him, Siggy could, on occasion, defend him with vigor. One had to wonder why. From all accounts Siggy had been jealous of her beautiful sister. Was it crazy to think at some stage Siggy might have indulged in some petty revenge by stealing Corrinneâs husband, if only one single time? Either that or sheâd fallen under Heath Cavanaghâs spell and couldnât help it. So much that couldnât be spoken of. No wonder sheâd been desperate to get away.
Her grandmother always understanding, never demanding, would love to have her home, though her grandmother had been the first to say the family should listen to Dr. Rosendahlâs advice and send her away from Eden. At least until such time as she felt she could cope.
Who said she could cope now, even after five years of living abroad? Was she strong enough to confront the lingering ghosts? To visit the escarpment, Shadow Valley? Basically she was scarred, and those scars werenât going to go away. Sometimes she thought she would never be free to get on with her life until she had the answers to all the questions that plagued her.
Perhaps she could find them if she returned home. She was older, a survivor, albeit with unresolved grievances. In some ways it seemed the decision had been made for her. If she found Heath Cavanagh wasnât in the terrible condition Siggy would have herbelieve, sheâd send him packing. Then there was the threat of Drake and his ambitions. She needed to be home to keep an eye on him. She could see the big advantages that would open up for him and the McClelland cattle chain if Eden fell into his hands, but Eden was her ancestral home. He would never take it from her.
Nicole checked out Qantas flight schedules on the Internet. By the time she disconnected, her plans were already made. It may not have been exactly the thing to do, but she had no intention of notifying the family until the last moment. Sheâd arrive quietly, before Siggy could cover all bases.
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A WEEK LATER she arrived in Sydney thoroughly jet-lagged but thrilled to be back in Australia. Sheâd left a subzero winter in New York and arrived to brilliant blue skies and dazzling sunshine of summer in the Southern Hemisphere. She always found it impossible to sleep on planes, so she was groggy with exhaustion, her body clock out of whack. She was in no condition to take a connecting flight to Brisbane, so she booked into a hotel and slept. The next day she awoke refreshed, ready for the hourâs flight to Brisbane midafternoon. That meant another night in a hotel and more phone calls before she could arrange a flight out west to the Outback that lay beyond the Great Dividing Range, and from there a charter flight to Eden.
Flying was a way of life in the Outback, with a land mass that covered most of the state of Queensland. The Channel Country where she was heading was home to the nationâs cattle kings. Her people. A riverine desert, it provided a vast flat bed for a three-riversystem that in the rainy season flooded the distinctive maze of channels that watered the massive stretch of plains. The Channel Country covered a vast area, one-fifth of the state, with the nearest neighborâin Edenâs case the McClellandsâone hundred and fifty miles away. Chances were sheâd be completely played out by the time she got home.
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A T E AGLE F ARM A IRPORT in Brisbane, the same old routine, minus the intensive obligatory checks that had taken place when sheâd arrived from overseas. A lengthy process she accepted without complaint in this new dangerous age. Passengers resembling a benign flock of sheep headed off to Baggage