Gardner. Our Christmas dinner wants eating.â
Donât grab, Howard told himself. He wanted to reach out and fill both hands with meat and bread, but he realized the chicken was small. Cyrus passed the platter first to Howard, and he took only a wing. âWeâll have none of that holding back, boy,â said the man. âItâs Christmas now, ainât it?â He used his own fork to spear a thigh to drop onto Howardâs plate.
Mostly, he kept his eyes down, happier than heâd ever been to eat any meal. When, occasionally, he did glance up, he was aware of the girls. They sat on a bench across from Howard, and they watched him even as they ate, all three sets of blue eyes stared at him. Two sets were curious, as if he had two heads. The eyes of the older girl,though, were like they were on the path, and Howard looked away from them.
They were, Howard decided, peculiar girls indeed, but he did not let them spoil his delight in the food. His only disappointment was becoming full so soon. His stomach, shrunk as it was, could hold only a small portion of what his eyes wanted.
The last two bites of dressing and beans left on his plate barely went down when he swallowed. Just then Mistress Donaldson took up the mince pie to cut. A small cry rose in his throat. Embarrassed, he choked back the sob. âNone for me, maâam,â he said. âI couldnât swallow it.â
âWhat?â The woman looked at him closely. âNo mince pie on Christmas? What kind of daft notion is that? Are you that stuffed? You do have a taste for it, though, donât you?â
âOh, yes, maâam,â he said. âI love it, but Iâm hurting from the chicken and all.â
âWell, then,â she said, âweâll have to wrap a slice for you to tote back with you, wonât we?â
Joy filled his heart. He would have mince pie, after all.
âThank you,â he said. âThank you for the meal, too.â
âYouâre welcome, boy.â Mistress Donaldson smiled at him.
The oldest girl followed him to the door. Howard noticed her as he turned to go out. She looked as if she wanted to speak to him, but her mother came, took her by the hand, and led her away, as she would lead a small child.
On the way home, he stopped for a minute, ignoring the cold of the night and looking up at the sky.âChristmas stars,â he said aloud to himself. âChristmas stars.â He stared as if he had never before seen such beauty.
Back in the barn, he first gave Molly the apple slices he had slipped into his pocket. While the mule munched, he sat cross-legged in the straw, and very very slowly he ate his Christmas pie.
3
I HAVE A FRIEND
Howard carved his third message a few days after Christmas. Cyrus had gone immediately back to his cranky ways, and the boy was not invited again to his house. Once, just after a fresh snow, Howard saw three sets of footprints, and knowing they belonged to the girls, he followed them over a hill.
A small frozen pond lay at the bottom of the hill, and the girls skated there. They looked carefree and happy. Howard wanted to watch them, but he knew the girls would object. A cedar with low green branches grew halfway down the hill. While they were turned away from him, he dashed for the tree and slid in among the branches.
They were good skaters, gliding easily around the pond. The oldest of the three was especially graceful. Her legs seeming to move without effort, she was a willowy streak, her fair hair flying out behind her and shining in the winter sun.
He was not surprised to see that Sarah was different from her sisters. They laughed and called to each other as they skated, but Sarah seemed unaware of them. Watching, Howard remembered how it had been the middlegirl, Laura, who had spoken to him on the path. It had been Laura, too, who opened the door to him on Christmas Day. Howard knew from his life with Jack that the oldest