such an ugly guy, he had all the luck.
We walked to the mess tent. We got a couple of Cokes for ourselves and filled a plastic cup with water for Pooch. Over his loud gulping, I related my conversation with Sorelli.
Whitney said, âDonât worry, Zack. If nothing else works out, he can stay with my parents till your aunt gets back.â
I wondered how keen Whitneyâs mom would be to have a pup dumped on her. The Boothroyds sounded well off. They probably had a pretty nice place. Pooch might chew on their Ming vases or something.
âThatâd be great,â I said, not too hopefully.
âMom will be at the show tonight.I got her a seat front row center.â Whitney laughed. âYouâll probably notice her. You canât miss Mom. No matter where she goes, sheâs always draped in bling! She says, whatâs the point in owning diamonds if you donât enjoy them?â
Whitneyâs gaze dropped to the pink leash and collar that Iâd put on the table. She turned the collar over in her hands, studying the medallion.
I glanced around. Cubby was sitting with the other clowns, two tables away. They were wolfing down burgers.
He had his back to us, but I played it safe. I lowered my voice. âClunky collar, huh? Itâs a gift from Cubby. He said it was once used in a poodle act.â
Whitney cracked open the medallion to show me a couple of springs inside. âIâve seen those poodle acts. You put a battery in here. Lights flash out the holes while the poodles parade around.â
âSounds hokey to me,â I said.
âWelcome to the circus. Nothing is too hokey.â She lowered her voice too. âStrange gift though.â
âStrange guy.â
Outside the mess tent, I picked up a stick. I started throwing it for Pooch to fetch. He brought it back every time. He was worry-free. That made one of us.
That evening, I left Pooch in the trailer during the show. Sorelli would have nothing to complain about. Both my wire and juggling acts would be seamless.
I climbed the ladder. On the ledge, I flexed my arms. I inhaled deeply and exhaled deeply.
I shifted my weight to my sides. I let go of all thoughts. My mind was clear as an Alberta summer sky.
I stepped on the thin black line. I started across, and soon I was one with the air.
There was the usual silence as people watched in awe. Then the silence was interrupted.
With a piercing scream.
What theâ?
My skin tingled, a signal from my brain telling me it was curious. It wanted me to look down.
There was another scream.
The thought hammered at me: I had to see what was going on.
Distracted, I wavered.
The audience gasped. I was losing my balance. I was going to fall.
Chapter Seven
Distractions were no good. They pulled you downâon the wire and in life.
I clenched my arms, straining to keep my weight at my sides. I threw all thoughts overboard. I wouldnât look down. Nothing, nobody would get to me. I lifted my gaze so that the only thing I saw was the dark dome of the big top.
I was steady again. I kept going. My mind was blanker than it had ever been. I was lighter than I had ever been. I weighed nothing.
People were shouting at the screamer to be quiet. The audience was worried about me. They were indignant on my behalf. But I wasnât just seventy-five feet above them. I was an infinity away.
I reached the opposite ledge. The audience broke into wild applause.
Sorelli was climbing the ladder to greet meâa first.
Beaming, he hugged me. Over the applause, he shouted in my ear. âIâve never seen anything like it. You kept your cool, even when that dame started screaming. Youâre a natural, Zen Freedman. You have a big future in the circus. Ringling, Cirque du Soleil⦠Youâll be able to write your own ticket.â
The audience, now standing, kept clapping, whistling and cheering.
âWhat was the screaming about?âI asked as I walked out of