bullet.â
The guy crumpling up the Chex Mix bag nods. âThatâs what we figure,â he says. âDeath throes, you know? Flung it sideways. Kicked it over when he kicked the bucket.â
âHow do you know it was his drug paraphernalia?â
âWe dusted it for prints.â
âDo they match Corporal Smithâs?â
âHow the fuck should I know?â says Slominsky. âYou think I got a microscope up my ass?â
âSo your âfindingsâ at this point are pure supposition?â
âHey, whatâs your problem, sarge? Your fucking boy has needle
marks up and down his arms, okay? Probably started shooting up while you two were over there whacking Iraqis.â
Slobbinsky heads toward the closed stall.
âGo on. Check it out. Look at his fucking arms. The fact that heâs black makes the splotches easier to spot.â
Slobbinsky swings the stall door open as wide as the hinges will allow.
Guess itâs finally time for Dixon to see the dead man.
4
Starky loses her cookies.
I did the exact same thing when I saw my first corpse. Fortunately, Ceepak was there to prop me up so I didnât end up facedown in a puddle of my own puke.
Fortunately for Starky, weâre in a humongous bathroom. I hustle her over to the other side, find a toilet, hold her up under both arms, turn my head and give her a moment.
âSorry, sir,â she groans after the second gusher.
âTake your time. Happens to all of us.â
âThank you, sir.â
Another spasm. I think sheâs empty. Weâve moved into the dry heaves stage now. Means weâre almost done. Donât ask me how I became an expert on the regurgitative process. Probably my misspent youth chugging warm cans of beer from my dadâs stash of Busch out in the garage.
Truth be told, I too nearly barfed when I caught a quick glimpse of Shareef Smith. Didnât see much. Starky started making urp noises behind me. Duty called.
But what I did see was gruesome.
His head had exploded.
Itâs like it was a giant tennis ball somebody squeezed inside a vise until the trapped gas found a soft spot up top and burst free. Flanges of splayed bone gave him a crooked little red crown.
He was slumped backwards, propped up by the thick elbow pipe behind the commode. Blood had gushed out of his mouth and nose. His shirtâI think it used to be blueâwas soaked with the stuff. So was this bib of tissues he was wearing around his neck. At least thatâs what it looked like: a thick circle of paper sitting on his shoulders, tucked under his chin and behind his head. It was like a Thanksgiving Pilgrimâs collar, only bloodier. I donât know what it was, what it was made out of.
âWell, Sergeant?â I hear Slobbinsky say on the other side of the menâs room. âThat your boy? Sarge? Jesus, take your fucking time, why donât you? I got all night, here.â
I guess Dixon is just standing there, mesmerized by the horror show behind door number three.
âYou okay?â I ask Starky.
âYes, sir.â
âYou want to wait outside in the car?â
âNo, sir.â
âHow about some water?â I gesture toward the sinks lining the far wall. Someone has decorated them with vases of fresh-cut flowers. Not to honor the dead soldier, just to give this rank room a touch of class. Hey, I know they try their best to keep these restrooms clean. Got the clipboard on the wall indicating that somebody from HMM Host comes in every hour to swab the decks, fish the gum wads out of the urinals. But, come on: if thousands of strangers traipsed through your guest bathroom all day every day you could hose it down with a tanker truck full of Lysol and still end up with a room that reeked of urine mixed with industrial-strength ammonia.
âIâm good to go,â Starky says, straightening up her uniform.
âCome on.â
We hurry back to the