semblance of normality is going to mean multiple procedures by a number of different specialists as time goes on.â
âWhat about right now?â I said.
âThe nurses are debriding the wounds in hydrotherapy. I promise you that we will make this hurt as little as possible. Forget any draconian stories youâve heard, anything youâve seen on TV about people screaming while a team scrapes off their skin. That doesnât happen here. Weâll use as much Ketamine as we need to keep the pain at a minimum.â
Good. Can I have some? I was scraping my thumbnail across my palm, over and over.
âThatâs all I can tell you at this point,â he said. âWeâll sit down, the family and the team, when Sonia is able to, and come up with a master plan.â He stopped and cocked his head. âOne of the nurses filled me in about her professional background. This will definitely be a chance for her to apply her own faith, wonât it?â
I couldnât answer that.
âStillâyouâll have access to Soniaâs psychiatric liaison nurse, and I encourage you to talk to her. This affects the whole family, and your sister is going to need you to be strong for her.â
I was incapable of anything but a wooden thank-you and an acknowledging nod at the hand he pressed briefly over mine. If Iâd done more, I would have splintered.
âIf you have any questions or concerns, donât hesitate.â
Chip straightened from the wall. âDo you know anything about MarnieâMargaret Oakes? The other girl in the plane.â
âWas she burned?â Dr. Abernathy said.
Chip looked at me. My head turned to wood as well. I couldnât even shake it.
âOur social worker can help with that. Sheâll be checking in.â As he headed for the door, his last words were for me: âGet some rest.â The squeaking of his soles down the hall faded before Chip eased into the seat next to me, hands cool through my top as he ran them down my back.
âYou okay?â
Was I okay? No. My sisterâs beautiful face was being scraped off, but my husband showed more concern for the little vixen heâdâ
I stuck out a mental hand and sent all of that falling over itself. Let that in, and the pieces I would break into would be impossible to reassemble. No. I had to do what I did so well.
âAre you okay?â I said.
Chipâs hand stopped on my back. âI donât know what I am. How do you get your mind around this? Or your heart, yeah?â His voice went husky. âSheâs our sister. Weâre both pretty shook.â He kneaded the muscles at the tops of my shoulders. âI think I should take you home so you can get cleaned up.â
I twisted to face him. âHome?â
âYou wonât be able to see her for a while.â
âAre you serious?â I said. âIâm not leaving.â
He peeled a hunk of hair from my cheek and tucked it behind my ear. His eyes looked washed out as they searched me.
âI could go home, then,â he said. âGet you some clean clothes and whatever else you need.â
âI look that bad?â
âNot to me. But you donât want to show up looking like a trauma victim yourself when you see Sonia.â He rubbed gently at something on my chin. âYou heard Abernathy. Sheâs going to need you to be strong.â
âSonia hasnât needed me for years,â I said. âI canât see her starting, even now.â
Chip took my head in his hands and pressed it to his chest. âWell, I need you,â he said.
I shook away and struggled up from the chair. âMaybe some coffee would help.â
He gave me a long look before he said, âIâm on it.â
As he strode off, my thoughts crowded in. He looked like he should belong here and didnât. He said he needed me. He was probably going to go check on that Marnie child.
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