theyâd come from his own mouth.
His parents looked at each other.
His father winced. âI donât want you to get your hopes up, Jake.â
âBut you can live anywhere. Remember Sueâs friend? Her family was out in Huffton.â Sue was Jakeâs sister, and her best friend traveled an hour each way just to attend IH.
âItâs not getting there.â Jakeâs mom spoke softly. âYouâre not listening. IH isnât something weâre going to be able to afford , Jake. Weâre all going to have to make sacrifices. Eastviewâs public school is fine. And if we move out of town, weâll find another good place.â
âBut ⦠football.â
âMaybe next year we could find a place in Lawtonberg,â his mother said. âThey have some reasonable homes, and a good high school team, right?â
His dadâs face crumpled. âDid you hear what I said? Weâre talking about the business I built up from nothing. Youâre worried about high school football?â
Jake stabbed at a chunk of apple and dug it free from his pie without eating it. âSorry.â
âWeâre all going to be fine.â His mother flashed a smile across the table at them.
The sweetness and light in her voice filled Jake with dread. Thatâs how it worked with her: the sweeter she sounded, the worse things really were. Jake excused himself.
âWhere are you going, Jacob?â His dad growled like Jake was jumping ship or something.
âLet him, Frank. He loves that football.â
Jake jogged upstairs and threw himself on his bed. If it even was his bed anymore. Did it belong to the bank now? He wove his fingers through his hair and pulled until it hurt. He remembered his words to Bobby about being rich not mattering, and he screamed into the pillow. When he said that to Bobby, he was talking about cars. The kind of car you drove didnât matter, but going to IH? That mattered. How could he not go to IH? They said you could make things happen by visualizing them. If that were true, he had to get into IH.
Jake didnât get online. He didnât play Xbox. He didnât text anyone. He sat staring at the wall before he got up and ran his fingers over the framed pictures of all the football teams heâd played on since he was six. That brought him to his trophies. He held the smooth, cool figures to his lipsânot to kiss, but to truly feel them and remember the sweat and pain heâd suffered to help earn them.
The final and biggest trophy was from last yearâs Junior High District Championship. Jake turned it over in his hands, then took the picture off the wall behind it, remembering last yearâs eighth graders whoâd gone on to high school. He smiled at the way he and his classmates had changed so much in just one year. Last year, Bobbyâs hair was gone with a buzz cut. Jakeâs had been longer, so that his straight brown hair hung down into his eyes like a shaggy dogâs.
His gaze went back and forth between Bobby and Dirk Forester. Dirk went to IH. Like Bobby, Dirk lived in the apartment complex next to the Wal-Mart. Like Bobby, Dirk had been a wild man on the field, but Dirk was not as nice off it. Dirk was at IH. Bobby would be at IH. Jakeâs stomach twisted as he wondered where he would be.
He studied Bobbyâs face. It didnât look so mean. Bobby was fun, and funny, almost laid-backâbut on the field? Jake rolled his eyes and picked at the dried blood crusted at the edge of his left nostril. Something happened to Bobby on the football field, or even in a stupid game of pool basketball. He was a different person, a person with fire in his belly, in his brain.
Jake looked at his own face in the picture, framed by the long, dark hair. He didnât see any fire. He put the picture back on the wall and went into his bathroomâwould he have to share a bathroom in their new home? He