thinking she was as calm as she appeared. She was pissed but good. And I was this close to catching serious hell. âGo ahead and lie to me again, Nate Grimm.â
For a split second I thought about throwing out another line of bullshit, but now both her dark brows lifted, daring me. She had me by the balls on this one and she knew it.
Hellâs bells.
I wasnât going to let on just how worried I was, but I had to give her something so she wouldnât be surprised when the Judges finally showed up at my door. If there was one thing I knew about Tess, it was that sheâd fight like hell to protect the people she cared about. And thatâs what had me worried.
I released her on a sigh and ran a hand through my hair. âIâm in trouble, Tess.â
Her expression registered her confusion. Obviously, that wasnât what sheâd expected to hear. âSay what now?â
âBecause of what I did to Sebille.â When she gaped at me, seconds away from launching into a tirade, I pressed a kiss to her forehead, then went to sit on the edge of our bed. âThere are . . . rules about taking a personâs soul,â I explained. âWhen I killed Sebille, I broke a damned serious one.â
âSo . . . what?â she asked, shaking her head a little. âYouâre going to get written up or something? I mean, she had it coming.â
âDamn right, she did,â I agreed. âBut that might not matter.â
âSon of a bitch,â Tess spat. âWeâre already dealing with the Tribunal about Sebilleâs body disappearing, for fuckâs sake! You canât tell me that Alâs now giving you shit about how Sebille died. I swear to God, Nateââ
âItâs not Al,â I interrupted before she could really get going. Al Addin was a hard ass, but he was fair. And Tess was his favorite Enforcer. There was no way heâd have been critical of me taking out Sebille to protect her. âIâm talking about the Reapersâ laws. Weâre not allowed to take people before their appointed time, sweetheart. At some point Iâm going to have to face the consequences of what Iâve done.â
Her eyes narrowed at me. âWhich means what exactly?â
I spread my hands in something of a shrug. âNo clue. Iâve never pulled this kind of stunt before.â I took a deep breath and let it out on a heavy sigh. âBut I think itâs going to be pretty bad. Tonight, when I was poisoned by the Jabberwocky, I saw one of the Judges.â
She tilted her head a little, eying me warily. âYou were delirious, Nate. You couldâve been seeing pink elephants in tutus playing trombones and it wouldâve seemed real.â
âI thought so, too, at first,â I told her. âBut then I saw him again.â
âWhere?â
âIn the security footage from the Asylum,â I confessed. âThat light anomaly. It was a Reaper in his ethereal state. And I caught a glimpse of his face, just enough to know who it was. But I couldnât cop to what I saw with Al standing there. It wouldâve led to too many questions about who I really am.â
She ran her hands through her hair and let it fall back onto her shoulders, a habit she had when she was agitated and her thoughts were racing. âAnd this guy is powerful enough to just waltz outta there with a five-hundred-pound monster tucked under his arm?â
I shook my head. âSize is irrelevant. Reapers who arenât connected to a living person have to get their energy from somewhere. They thrive on death, sorrow, chaos.... The Asylum is brimming with negative energy. He probably couldâve carted out half a dozen giants on his back without breaking a sweat. This guy, heâs bad news, Tess. Far worse than any other Reaper Iâve ever known.â
âSo, what, you actually hung out with this asshole?â she prompted.
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