girls in this club."
"Brother, I didn't mean it like that. I just meant I couldn't handle having girls. You could have a family Grim."
I look over to the tables and see Foxie and Red taste testing Romeo's latest shine. Damn it, if she doesn't look like she just fits, like she has always been one of us. But five minutes ago I was ready to stick my Johnson down a whore's throat moments after almost fucking Red. No, I take that back I wanted to make love to Red and that makes it even worse. I don't do hearts and fucking flowers bullshit. Betty knows that, and she wanted me to know my place. But fuck her, no bitch puts me in place, not even my mother.
Walking over to Foxie and Red, I take a swig of her mason jar, "Mmm...apple pie," I lick the rim of the glass where her lips just were, savoring her taste. Red peeks up at me with those wild eyes, and I swear my heart stops for a minute, I don't know how I am going to let her walk away from me. How do you give up the one person you've ever felt drawn to?
"Jailbait, you ready to ride out? Red, your with me."
We are meeting Hook at an abandoned farm that sits between our two clubs, its neutral ground. It's where we hold meetings with any other MC's that we do business with. I take another swig of the shine for good measure. Hook isn't exactly known for staying true to his word, so Slim and my other brothers will be watching from Watermelon Hill, there's an old water tower we always place a scout on for when we do business.
Betty comes out from behind the counter and places a kiss on my skull ring, "ride free or die trying, stay safe Grim." A daggered glare shoots across the room from Red, I swear I can feel her gaze burning holes through me. Good to know I effect her too. good to know that it isn't just me feeling this magnetic pull between the two of us.
Watching Slim kiss Foxie goodbye makes me feel slightly envious, a part of me longs to be able to give myself to someone else so completely, to share a love like they have. But I don't deserve that kind of love and I'm not capable of giving it despite what Red makes me think and feel.
I take a moment to talk the plan over with Red before we leave. "Do not get off my bike or leave Jailbait's side unless I tell you to."
"I understand, Grim." My dick twitches at the sound of my name leaving her lips.
Chapter 3
W e are nearing the old farm, and I can sense Red is starting to tighten her hold, like she never wants to let me go. If she only knew a part of me feels it too, but the other side of me screams just to give her over and be done with it all. I don't like all of these feelings coming in and taking over—Red is clouding my judgment. She makes me want things I can't have or give. Things I don't deserve. I have hurt people and if she only knew some of the things I have done, she would have never climbed on the back of my bike. She sure as shit wouldn't want me anywhere near her baby girl.
We make the turn onto the old property, we use to party here when I was young, now we use this spot to meet with other MC's. Hook is standing front and center in front of his whole crew, I should have known he wouldn't keep his word and keep things small. Then again this is exactly why my brother's are watching from down the road. I cut my engine, push and release my stand, leaving Red seated on the bitch seat.
Jailbait comes to a stop next to Red, as I walk forward to greet Hook, that smarmy bastard. "Hook, thought we had a deal to keep things small and easy."
"That whore killed my boy, you think I am going to take to that lightly boy," he spits his chew on my leather boot.
"Don't push it old man, you and I both knew Benji was a sorry excuse for a man, way I see it, Red here did ya favor. Now where's the girl?"
"Not so fast boy, what are ye offering in return? You are asking for me to let that bitch walk and to give you my granddaughter. I don't see how I am coming out on this deal. I'm down a man. Way I see it, if you want