she says.
âIâm here now, so whatâs the big deal?â
âCome look for yourself,â Manny says.
I walk around Tacey to the computer where heâs sitting. At first itâs nothing newâour student website with the Claireville banner across the top and student pictures scrolling down both sides. But then I see the video playing in the box where our upcoming events slide show usually plays. I step in a little closer, trying to focus on the rhythmic motion and the grainy room. I canât quite figure out whatâs going on.
And then I do.
Heat flares up my neck, my mind suddenly blank. âUm, is that what I think it is?â
âIf you think itâs naked people in the middle ofââ
I put my hand up to cut him off. âOkay, Iâve got it. Why is it on our website?â
He shrugs, so I look past him to another computer, where Connor is clacking away, Hadley sitting beside him, beautiful despite her obvious agony.
In my peripheral vision, I can still see bits of the video. A pair of legs. A nondescript footboard. Long, red hair.
The blood drains out of me so fast I grip the back of the chair in front of me before I turn around. Away from the screen. âThis is Stella DuBoisâs tape.â
Everyone in the room stares at me.
The way Tacey moves inâquick and lightâmakes me think of hungry wolves. âYou already knew about this?â
âYeah,â I say, then wave. âI mean, not about it being up here, but I heard about the tape.â
Manny, Connor, and Tacey all seem surprised. I think Hadleyâs too miserable about this to care. Sheâs chewing her bottom lip hard enough to draw blood.
My eyes drift to the screen and my insides go squirmy. I know some part of me is halfway watching this mess. The photographer in me canât help but to notice the strange angle. Itâs contrived. Stellaâs on display, but the guy is off camera. It doesnât feel accidental.
Tacey answers her phone and stalks from the room, and Manny looks at Connor. âThink you can clean up the resolution?â he asks.
âYou realize Iâm busy doing something valid here, right?â Connor says. âFeel free to get off your duff and help at any time.â
âThis oneâs beyond my skills.â Manny stretches. âBut Iâd like to figure out who this guy is. He seems awfully careful to keep himself out of frame, if you get my drift.â
I move closer to him, a little because Iâm backing his cause and a little because this might be less horrible if Iâm standing next to my best friend.
He drops his voice so itâs just for me. âThis is really bothering you.â
âYou sure you canât make it go away?â I say, gesturing weakly at the screen. I know he hates messing with computers, but he is good at it.
âSorry, Pi. Wish I could. But you know this school. This will be old news by tomorrow. Donât let it freak you.â
I tug the back of his sweatshirt, so he knows I appreciate him trying.
âGive me a minute. I might be able to get the password from the keypass file,â Connor says. He might as well be speaking Greek, but I trust him. Connor will probably wind up at MIT or something. But despite the geek-smarts, heâs gorgeous and athletic enough to make any of the varsity teams. He and his girlfriend Hadley are kind of above all that though.
âItâs not in there,â Connor says. âWhatâs taking her so long?â
Tacey opens the door again, with our technology advisor, Ms. Collins, walking behind her. Tacey gestures at the thin woman beside her. âDid someone ask for a password?â
âConnor?â Ms. Collins says, holding out a Post-it note with a shaking hand.
âWhat kind of idiot decided you shouldnât have that password?â Manny asks.
âThe kind of idiot who knows what I can do with it,â Connor says