winos were just low-life scum. Better they should all be out of the way somewhere so we didnât have to look at them. I told Eric so.
âRelax, Cody,â he said.
But I wasnât relaxed. Ever since Kelsey told me off, I felt like crud. Jordan and Logan showed up just about then.
âWe were on the news, dudes,â Logan announced.
âI was on the news,â I corrected him. âIt was a drawing of me they showed.â
âWe were all in on it,â Jordan told me. âDonât try to hog the glory, Cody.â
When you feel the way I was feeling then â pissed off, confused, angry â youâre gonna lose your cool on someone. I guess Jordan just happened to be the one in the way. âJordan, youâre a complete and total idiot.â
The two winos were looking at me now out of their bleary-eyed haze. Eric and Logan were intent on watching how Jordan was going to take it. Big, snarly Jordan was always too gross and too ugly for his own good.
âScrew you,â Jordan said.
âItâs just like you to try and take the credit when Iâm the one who gets involved in the serious action.â
âWhat do you want? You want this?â Jordan showed me his fist. I stared at the bony white knuckles, at the scars and the three shiny rings.
I didnât know what I wanted. I hated the way I felt just then. I had a flash of that guy in the hospital bed. I saw Kelseyâs face swim up into my head. They had made me feel this way. It wasnât fair.
Jordan was breathing hard, like a fat slobbering pig. For that alone, I wanted to bust him. It would have felt good.
âI take it back,â I said, not meaning a word of it. âI donât know what got into me.â That part was true.
Jordan was still huffing as I walked away. âApologize!â he demanded.
âSorry,â I said cynically, still not turning back to look at them. I threw my hands in the air. I didnât care if I ever saw those bastards again.
Chapter 5
That next day at school, I felt like Jordan and Logan were watching every move I made, everywhere I went. They had their eyes on me when Alex approached me in the cafeteria. He had on a My Chemical Romance t-shirt.
âIâve decided I want you in the band,â he said. It came as a real shock. âI think you add an interesting touch. I was watching some videos last night and I get it now. It looks good to have a drummer who plays it like a heavy, some guy who looks like an animal. Itâs an interesting image. But it will only work if you adjust to what Kelsey and I are doing.â
âHow do I have to adjust?â
âWeâve got a goal here, you know. We want to make it. We want to produce something that is commercially viable.â
âBullshit.â
âNot bullshit. We can do it. Kelsey is a dynamite songwriter. She can do anything. All three of us can create the right chemistry.â
âHave you talked to her about me? Are you sure she wants me in the band?â
âShe said so yesterday. She was trying to convince me to accept you.â
âAsk her today.â
âWell, I did,â Alex admitted. âI donât know. She was just kind of moody. Maybe itâs her old man or something. Donât take it personally.â
âHow come youâre on my side?â
âI like you, man,â Alex said. The words were less than sincere.
âBullshit number two.â
âIâm serious. Weâre different but thatâs whatâll make us unique. Itâs the chemistry. Thatâs what will make us good.â
âYouâre desperate for a drummer,â I translated. âAnd you know Iâm good.â
âOkay. Have it your way. Weâre desperate for a drummer and itâs our time to move. Weâve been treading water for too long, Kelsey and I.â
âWhat about the good part.â
âOkay. Youâre good, Cody.