house.â
âIt was a nightmare.â
âNot for me, it wasnât. It was a wonderful thing. It was calm. And organized. I remember something Mother said once when we were very smallânot to me, to one of her friends. I was playing in the room and they didnât notice me. She said that somebody they knew lived a very disordered life.â And I knew what she meant. Immediately. Thatâs the problem with all this. Itâs as if we live very disordered lives.â
âHenry does.â
âI know he does. But I donât want to. I donât want that to be me.â
âIf Henryâs in trouble, thereâs not much either one of us can do about it. Drink decaf instead of the regular stuff. Itâs only going to make your nerves even worse.â
Margaret did not think her nerves could be any worse than they were, and she did not drink decaffeinated coffee for the same reason she did not eat potato chips. There was a difference between real food and fake, and decent peopleâpeople with ordered livesâdidnât eat the fake kind. She got a thickceramic mug out of one of the cabinets and put it to the side. Sheâd take the coffee into the spare room and see if there would be any mention of the story on the national news, although she doubted it. Philadelphia didnât have the same influence on the rest of the country that it used to have.
She was just carefully filling the coffeemaker with coffee when Elizabeth cleared her throat.
âYou know,â Elizabeth said, âthereâs one good reason not to worry about any of this yet. One sensible reason, I mean.â
âAnd whatâs that?â
âHenry hasnât called. They get one phone call when theyâre arrested, and Henry knows the number here by heart. If heâd been arrested, he would have called.â
Margaret brightened. âThatâs right,â she said. âThatâs right. Iâd forgotten about that. I wish youâd said that in the beginning. It must have been hours since all this happened. They donât get these things on the news right away. If heâd been the one they picked up, he would have called by now.â
She poured water over the coffee, fitted the lid back on the coffeemaker and stepped back to wait for actual coffee to come out the other side. She felt relieved, very relieved, so relieved she almost thought she must have lost weight.
It wasnât as good as time traveling back forty years or so, but it would have to do.
4
I f Bennie Durban could have been anything at all when he grew up, if he could be anything at all now that he was supposed to be something in particular, it would be a particularly brilliant serial killer. Serial killers were the only ones left with any style. All the other outlaws had fallen by the wayside. Bank robbery was a profession for thugs. Instead of Bonnie and Clyde, you had ski masks and armored cars and hand-it-over notes that werenât even spelled right. You saw the reports on the evening news and they made you cringe. Embezzlement didnât have the cachet it ought to have had either. Bennie did like listening to stories about really titanic business crime, but lately all the bang-up spectacular bankruptcies had not been about crime but about stupidity. How intelligent could you be if you ran through a hundred million dollars in six years and all you had to show for it was the kind of art that made the Catholic League protest outside the Mayorâs Office? As for being a revolutionaryâwell. Bennie didnât see it. Either they wore T-shirts under their sports jackets and talked about the Consciousness of the Proletariat, or theydressed up like street criminals and posed around with machine guns, but in both cases they just looked silly. Serial killers really were the only heroes left. The smartest ones operated for years and never got caught until they were ready to turn themselves in. Some