she says.
âYou think itâs my job to get in my best friendâs way and mess up his game?â
âMaybe,â she says, all weak. Then louder: âYes, I do.â
âWhyâbecause Iâm a girl, too?â I scoff, because she wouldnât be saying this stuff to me if I was a guy. She wouldnât expect me to owe her anything. âI have my own stuff to worry about. And you just admitted you knew better, but you still went for it.â Iâm looking at the top of her head. âI donât even know you. I was just trying to be nice.â
Her head whips up. âNice? That was you being nice?â
âIt was supposed to be.â
No sign of Johnny yet. I sit cross-legged next to Olivia.
âFine. Hereâs some advice,â I start. âStay away from him.â
âYes, well,â she says, while rising and dusting off her butt, âitâs a little late for that. I already learned that lesson.â She stares at the street and her face goes sad. âI have to call a taxi.â
âWhere are you going?â
âIâll figure it out.â
Johnnyâs truck rumbles as it pulls into the lot. I watch it for a second, then go back to watching Olivia dragging her feet, her shoulders hanging low. The truck stops by me and I hop in. Johnny stares at Olivia as we drive by her, then he goes, âWhoâs that?â
âJust some girl.â
âNice.â
âItâs not like that. Sheâs one of Colbyâs.â
âWell, if you play your cards right,â he says with a wink, âmaybe she can be one of yours.â
âYeah, right.â
I pull my phone out and text Colby: donât think uâll have 2 worry about Olivia anymoreâtook care of it
FOUR
LATER ON THAT WEEK, ON SATURDAY NIGHT, I slide the basement door open and step into Colbyâs room. I can tell somethingâs off. For one, heâs smoking weed right in his house, and the doorâs only slid open by a crack. Thereâs music blaring, and thereâs a mess of papers and clothes all over the floor like he got into some kind of fight with random stuff. Although itâs not like he has a pissy mom nagging him to clean his room all the time. His mom doesnât even come down here, so what does it matter that his big basement roomâs a mess.
He spots me finally, rolls off his bed and goes for the stereo, turning down the volume.
âYour parents are out?â I ask.
âYeah. They had some concert in Toronto tonight, so they got a hotel room downtown,â he says. âTristanâs on his way. Letâs go sit outside.â
âAre you all right, dude?â
âYeah.â
âYou seem pissed or something.â
âIâm fine. Just drop it, Pen.â
He sweeps by me and goes out the way I came. I take another glance at his messy room, just in case Iâll find some clue for why heâs on edge, but thereâs nothing. So I head out, too.
If my parents had a balcony off the kitchen and they were standing on it, they could probably just see my head from Colbyâs backyard. But we donât have a balcony, and my parents are both asleep. My mom thinks Iâm crashing downstairs with Johnny but I donât even think heâs home yet. I havenât heard his truck. Heâs not answering my texts, so he must be with Jenna, this girl heâs sort of dating when theyâre both in the mood.
Tristan shows up with his bag clanging like thereâs a Portuguese wedding reception dinner going on in there. He sets it down on the patio table where Colby and I are seated.
âWhatâd you bring?â Colby asks.
âCheck it out.â Tristan wags his eyebrows, digs into his backpack, and yells, âWhiskey!â
âNice.â
Tristan pulls out another skinnier bottle. Itâs got some stuff that looks pink.
Colby plucks the bottle from his hand. âWhat is