Arizona,â Dill says, reading the postmark. I hold my hand out for the envelope and she hands it to me. A circle with some lines running through it and some marks and a stamp. Below that some marks that say âMiss Billy Beede c/o Dill Smiles, Lincoln, Texas.â But the lines could say âMr. John F. Kennedy, President of the United States, Warshington, D.C.â for all I know. I never did learn to read. June and Billy read good though. Dill reads pretty good too.
June comes outside. Her crutch tapping the floor like someoneâs knocking. She looks at Dillâs truck, a shiny blue Chevrolet, parked off to the side of the pumps.
âThat yr new truck, Dill?â June asks.
âBought it with pig money,â Dill says.
âWe could read this now,â I says, fanning the envelope, âit would spark up the day.â
âWeâll wait,â June says. âItâs addressed to Billy so itâs only right to wait for her.â
âLike Billy gives a crap,â Dill says. âShe was glad when her mother passed, said so herself.â
âShe didnât mean it,â June says.
âYou and Roosevelt donât got no kids and Billyâs your niece, thatâs how come you think that way, but Iâm telling you Billy was glad when Willa passed. Billy said âgood riddanceâ and clapped her hands. I was there. I heard and seen it all,â Dill says, retelling us the tragedy.
We sit quiet. If I could give June children I would. If June could give me children she would.
âCandyâs got the grave to keep up plus she runs that motel,â June says.
âHow much money you think Candyâs gonna want from us this time?â I ask.
âDo it matter?â Dill says. âYou canât send her none nohow.â
âBut we always write her back polite,â June says. âAnd Candy always finds a way to hold on.â
âShe donât ask me for money cause she knows I wonât send her none and I wonât write her back polite neither,â Dill says.
âThe bankâs gonna take her motel one of these days,â I says. I should know. I had a church, a nice church over in Tryler before me and June comed here. It was the most beautiful church you ever seen. And the bank took it.
âMa always finds a way to hold on,â Dill says.
âPlus she got Even helping out now,â June says. Even is Candyâs daughter. Dillâs sister but by a different daddy.
âMa always finds a way to make do,â Dill says.
âHow come she asking us for payment, then?â June asks.
âSheâs what you call resourceful,â Dill says.
June says âhuhâ to that.
A car comes up, out-of-towners. White. I give them two dollars worth of gas.
âYou got a restroom?â the lady asks.
âNo, maâam, we donât.â
âWe shoulda stopped at a Texaco,â the man says. And they go on.
âYou all should build a restroom,â Dill says.
June says âhuhâ to that too. If we could get the money together to build a restroom June would be the one to clean it. It would be Billyâs chore but Billy ainât as timely at her chores as June is, even though June only got the one leg.
âMa asked you all for fifty dollars payment last time,â Dill laughs, âthis time sheâll probably ask for sixty.â
âCandy can ask all she wants,â June says. âI got a whole dictionary full of words I can say no to her nice with.â
âI know the pain of losing a structure,â I says. When the bank told me they was gonna take my church I went to the bank and got down on my knees.
âI know the pain of losing a structure too,â June says.
We sit there for a while. Not saying nothing. The white out-of-towners leave a cloud of brownish dust in the road.
âItâs worth it, keeping on good terms with Candy, even if we canât never