unfair.
Mother puts her face so close to mine that I can see the pale freckle she tries to hide with makeup, just under her left eye.
âGo back to your room,â she says. âDo not leave it until I give you permission to. I will have Cora lock you inside if I must.â
âReally, Mother? Am I a seven-year-old boy again?â
âI donât know, Garnet,â she hisses. âYou certainly act like one. And if you embarrass me in front of the Founding Houses again, you may find yourself following in the footsteps of my darling sister. That is not something you want,is it?â
âNo,â I say.
âThen get . . . to . . . your . . . room.â
She whirls around and I stumble backward. She gathers herself together, hitches a pleasant smile on her face, and walks back into the dining room.
I feel like Iâve done enough for one day.
I take the main staircase and find Carnelian standing at the top of it, looking sullen, as usual.
âNot invited to dinner either?â she asks.
âWhy would I even want to be?â I say.
âDid you see her?â she asks. âThe surrogate?â
âYeah.â
She stares at me. âWell? Whatâs she like?â
âSheâs like a girl sitting in a dining room eating dinner,â I say.
âNow sheâll never get me a companion,â Carnelian grumbles. âEverythingâs going to be about the surrogate from now on.â
âMother can afford a surrogate and a companion,â I say. âYou wonât get the latter because you clearly want it so badly.â
âIt isnât fair,â she says. âAll the other girls have one, and they make fun of me forââ
âIâm not in the mood for your complaining tonight, Carnelian,â I say.
âI only meantââ
But I donât want to hear what she meant. I push past her and stride down the hall. I slam the door to my chambers, acting for all the world like a seven-year-old boy, just asMother said.
So far, all this surrogate has done is stare at me like a deer locked in headlights, and get me into trouble.
I hate my new assignment already.
Four
A LL I HAVE TO SAY IS, THANK THE E XETOR FOR A NNABELLE .
I assume she believes that my curiosity regarding the surrogate is pureâotherwise, she simply overlooks it in favor of excitedly telling me about her new job. Either way, it works out well for me.
I donât see Annabelle nearly as much as I used to, but I learn a lot more than I would without her. The surrogate likes coffee. The surrogate plays the cello. The surrogate is sad sometimes. Annabelle was rewarded for her wardrobe choices once.
The second time I see the surrogate is the day of the Electressâs surrogateâs funeral. I donât need Annabelle totell me about that because the whole Jewel knows about it. I catch a glimpse of the motorcar leavingâCarnelian is watching through a window in the drawing room and I can see the girlâs leashed and veiled form slip into the car before it pulls away. Itâs sort of weird, now that I think about it, to put them on leashes. I donât think Iâd like being on a leash very much. I wonder if thatâs something I could risk asking Annabelle about.
âHave you spoken to her yet?â Carnelian asks.
âYou think Mother would let me anywhere near her?â I say.
âNo,â she agrees, folding her arms across her chest. âI didnât think sheâd be so . . . pretty.â
I hadnât considered the surrogate to be pretty. She isnât bad looking, I suppose. Leave it to Carnelian to find something to be jealous about, though.
I see the surrogate with Annabelle in the garden sometimes, and Annabelle comes to see me the day of the girlâs first doctorâs appointment, telling me sheâs nervous for her. She cares about the surrogate very much already, and while the caring doesnât surprise me