looked, how thrilled he was that at last they were able to be together away from prying eyes, and how happy she made him feel.
âIf it wasnât for my daughter, we could spend the rest of our lives together,â he said as he took her hand in his. âBut you do understand my situation, donât you?â he asked. âAfter all, I have been honest with you from the beginning.â
What could she say? Heâd never led her to believe he could offer anything other than an affair. âYes, I do understand,â she replied. But deep down she wished he was free.
That night, when they made love, she had her first orgasm and understood how much better sex could be.
When they arrived back at the station in Southampton, he caught her by the arm. âIâm off to the gents,â he said. âWe canât be seen leaving together. Iâll see you in the shop tomorrow. Hereâs your ticket.â And he walked away.
His sudden departure took her by surprise, and she felt abandoned and deflated. Miserably, she trudged to the exit and walked up Commercial Road and home.
John Baker emerged from the gents, put his suitcase in the left luggage, went through the exit, bought a platform ticket, re-entered the station, sat on the platform and waited. Half an hour later he got to his feet as the next train steamed in, and when he saw his wife and daughter alight from the train, he walked forward and met them. He kissed his wife, Kay, then picked up his daughter, gave her a hug and said to Kay, âHello, darling. Did you have a good time?â
âYes, thanks, it was lovely to spend time with Mum. She was so pleased to see us. What have you been doing on your own?â
âNot much. I missed you both, the house seemed very empty.â
Connie put her key in the front door and let herself in, and the first person she saw was Madge, her grandmother.
âWell, did you and Betty have a good time together?â
Connie felt the colour flush her cheeks as she answered, âYes, thanks, Nan.â
Madge studied her granddaughter. âWhy are you looking so shifty, girl? What have you been up to? Nothing good, Iâm sure!â
Connie turned on her. âWhy do you always look for the bad in people? We had a good time doing nothing in particular. We just had fun, but you wouldnât know anything about that would you, Nan?â
âDonât you speak to me like that young lady,â Madge snapped. âYou show me a little respect!â
âI might say the same to you,â Connie retorted and walked out of the room, fuming as she made her way to her bedroom. Putting down her case, she looked at her reflection in the mirror. She didnât look any different. The fact that sheâd recently lost her virginity didnât show, thankfully. Lying on her bed, she closed her eyes and relived the days and nights of the past weekend. At least she wouldnât get pregnant, John had taken precautions. She wondered when heâd take her away again. Then she thought of Sam. What would he think of her if he ever found out about her trip to Bournemouth? She didnât think heâd like it, but after all, she told herself, she was free to do as she wanted. She was young and wanted to enjoy life before she got old and miserable like her grandmother. She chuckled softly. No matter what happened to her as she grew old, sheâd
never
be like that!
Three
The following day at work, Connie kept looking for John doing his rounds, but when she didnât see him, she casually asked another assistant where he was.
âOh, heâs on holiday for a week,â she told her. âHe said something about going to Devon as his little girl loves playing on the beach there.â
She was shattered. Heâd made no mention of a holiday during the time theyâd spent together. Now heâd be acting the faithful husband after sharing a bed with her! How could he do such a