against escalating the argument inside the terminal. âIâll be back in a few minutes,â I said, unable to miss the look of weary forbearance shadowing my dadâs face.
As we weaved our way through the throngs of travelers crowding the terminal, Sean was furiously texting someone on his phone. âEverything okay?â I asked after he jammed the phone into his jeans pocket.
A simultaneous scowl and shrug. âNot really. My girlfriendâs turned into a real bitch.â
I frowned. âYou mean Robin? I heard sheâs really sweet.â
âUsed to be. But, Iâm tired of her bullshit and Iâm gonna dump her when I get back home.â
His pronouncement puzzled me. According to my mother, the young woman was pleasant, attractive and serious about her college career. I waited a few seconds to see if heâd elaborate, but he didnât. âOh. Well, Iâm sorry to hear that.â
âIâm not.â
He fell silent and several minutes passed before I caught his eye. âLet me guess. Itâs not so much that you wanted to visit with me as you wanted to get away from Mom, right?â
His faint smile looked a tad sheepish. âThat obvious, huh?â
âYeah.â I said nothing else until we reached the elevators. I punched the button and then turned to meet my brotherâs hazel eyes. âSo, do you want to tell me whatâs going on between you two? You could have cut the tension with a really dull butter knife.â
He looked away for a few seconds and then stared at the floor, fidgeting. âOh, you know how she is. Always on my ass about something.â
âSomething? Like what?â Considering their hostile behavior towards one another, his vague answer didnât fly with me.
The elevator chimed its arrival and when several other people crowded in with us, our conversation ended. Everyone rode in the usual strained elevator silence, but when we stepped into the parking garage, I put a restraining hand on his arm. âSean, level with me. Whatâs going on?â
He hesitated for extended seconds, his gaze guarded. âOkay, wellâ¦I guess I messed up a little.â
âWhat do you mean, âmessed up a littleâ?â
He sighed and rubbed the back of his neck. âI kind of got busted last week for selling pot to an undercover cop. No biggie.â A defensive grin accompanied his protracted shrug.
âNo biggie?â I gawked at him. âWhat the hell were you thinking? You should know better than to pull a stupid stunt like that!â
A dramatic eye roll. âOh, man! You sound just like Mom and Dad. I know what youâre thinking. Here he goes again. Sean is always a disappointment, such a loser. It really pisses me off to hear them constantly comparing me to you and Pat.â His voice dripped with resentment. âPatrickâs got a great-paying job, Patrickâs got a big, honkinâ house, Patrickâs married with two perfect kids, look how smart, ambitious and successful Kendall is, blah, blah, blah. Why canât you be more like them? Why canât you make something of yourself? Iâm sick of hearing it!â
I drew back, stunned by his bitter sarcasm. âSean, youâre twenty-five years old, not sixteen. You do understand what you did was wrong?â When he didnât answer, I continued with, âLast time I checked, dealing drugs was against the law, so donât try to lay this off on me and Pat.â I wanted to add that he should also be ashamed of himself for what had to be hugely embarrassing to our parents. I was quite familiar with how lightning-quick news travels in small towns.
He scrunched his face unattractively. âWell, itâs a dumb law. And I donât need a third lecture from you. Just chill out, okay?â
âChill out? Seriously? You knowingly commit a felony and Iâm supposed to be fine with it? Well, Iâm